- Jun 3, 2019
HI there. First time on one of these and hoping to get advice from someone who may be experiencing the same thing. I have been diagnosed with OCD and intrusive thoughts, and they all seem to revolve around my husband and loosing him. The most recent thought that won't seem to leave is the thought that I have said something to my friends that would hurt his feelings, or for example that I didn't love him or want to be with him. It goes back to one night where I had a bit of a black out moment from drinking (this was a year ago). I have stopped drinking because it seems to fuel my OCD, but just because I have stopped, it doesn't stop the intrusive thoughts about this night. I love my husband more that anything and feel so lucky every single day that I am with him, and the fear of saying something that would hurt him makes me physically ill. I have even checked with the friends I was with if I said anything terrible and they say that I definitely didn't. Has anyone experienced this type of OCD?