- May 31, 2014
I feel as though when I do talk to people I don't know well I don't think before I speak and I just get the only word I can think to describe is overexecited? God that's such an embarrassing way to put it. Anyway, so when it's all done with I end up thinking over and over about everything that I said. Until I've concluded that it was all pushy, awakward, or stupid. So afterwards I end up just feeling embarrassed and horrible about myself. Then it just feels like the whole cycle repeats itself. It's such a crappy way to live. I don't know why I'm posting this. I guess because I just want to feel like I'm not alone in this.