- Apr 14, 2019
So I want to go and continue my schooling. THe reason I stopped going was because I had a mental breakdown and unfortunately had to drop out of college. My dad says he wants me to treat school as my number one priority, and I understand that completely. He’s worried about me not focusing in school because I’m too engrossed with my boyfriend. I know that I can’t be “black or white” thinking. I can still focus on my boyfriend but have my main focus be school. I’m just having these uncomfortable thoughts about not being with my boyfriend and to focus on school. I know you can’t attach meaning to thoughts, but It’s upsetting me. I want to stay with my boyfriend and hopefully marry him one day. I keep having a compulsion to break up with him. But I’m guessing this could be a symptom of my OCD and ROCD. I constantly have thoughts about ending my relationship or compulsions to break up with my boyfriend. I’m just scared his means I can’t be with him. I want to stay with him and be his other half. Any suggestions. Please.