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Halfempty86

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Sometimes I go through moments when I feel better. I feel like I'm not sick. Then I remember I think my teammates are plotting against me trying to bring me down and that the community I was in was trying to hurt me to the point where I broke down wanted to kill myself because I couldn't tell if people where actually trying to hurt me have racing thoughts I couldn't control ended up in the hospital changed my medicine and now doing better but it was rough what I went through to feel good right now medicine is working feel functional life is going good cant slip up
 
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Avolitionist

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Its easy to forget hard times in good times.

I understand, and I have to work at it too.

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Halfempty86

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Yea that what makes this illness tricky you feel good and think you can go without your medicine or think you can go back to work then next minute your in hell and everything is chaotic. I feel like this illness be playing games with me.
 
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