I was diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia last year by a junior doctor and a psychiatrist. It said in my records that I had circumferential thoughts, was guarded about hearing voices as if I heard voices but didn't want to admit it. This is what she was implying, the psychiatrist, and that I was a danger to others. I raised my voice at her. I believe she used this diagnosis as a form gaslighting so as to stop all forms of protest. When I was at my most vulnerable, I was picked on and bullied. I felt like this because I was losing my memory and was trying to tell her that my learning and concentration had been affected. She used this against me and now it's stuck. They use words to say I have paranoia because I mistrust mental health staff. Yes, I mistrust them but I have every reason to. Please could anyone help or advise me. I tried to point across that I had developed tardive dystonia but she didn't believe me and behaved in a very vindictive manner when I told her, how would she feel if she was in my position. She was really nasty.