- Apr 17, 2020
- ventura ca
I do not mean this to be graphic or upsetting to anybody in any way. I just don't know what else to do or who Else to turn to. Some time ago I was taking care of myself sexually by myself. While I was doing this the devil popped into my mind At through it the excitement I was thinking of him as I was Relieving Myself. I can't believe I will let myself fall in to this temptation But I am mentally killing myself as I think about it more and more. It just will not let go. I have so many panic and anxiety everyday because of it. I feel like I'm the worst person in the world. I cannot express how bad and sorry I feel. I also have schizophrenia Which does not help. Please don't judge Me To Harshly as I am already doing that to myself. I don't know what else to do or what else to say.