- May 23, 2020
- South east england
The m.h team are threatening to put in safe guarding refferal about my on going situation with failure to protect myself and pressure from certain people and im terrified its making me extremely suicidal and i cant cope with the pressure from either ends of this. Suicide feels like me only way out of a hard situation. My life is so mucked up and so many people in such denial. It hurts so bad. Im scared. I dont want the safe guarding refferal but i cant keep suffering either. I wish i could just stand up for myself a bit better and take the pressure better. Im so pathetic. I just want give up now.