- Oct 27, 2019
Hi, this is all new to me, I'm 33 and I've started self harming for the first time in my life and I can't shake the suicidal thoughts, my Grandma recently and very suddenly died, she was the last real link to my Mum who died coming up to 12 years ago and my Grandad 6 years ago, I feel like everyone I grew up with and love is dying, I'm still here for two people but my friends wouldn't understand neither would my Dad, all this life is cruel that doesn't really help at all. I already see a counseller. I just don't want to admit this to people, I'm already fed up of the pity looks. I'm so angry all the time. I guess I just want some advice.