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midnightphoenix

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I'm finding it hard to describe this feeling.

I'm jumping between urges to self harm and urges to run away from everything.

I can't run cause I can't leave Tigger and Willow and also I got a job that I can't ditch.

That only leaves self harm.

Argh this is hard :sorry:
 
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You are doing so well. Keep fighting, keep strong. :)
 
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You need to be strong for your fur babies midnight. Just keep talking, no one wants any harm to come to you :hug:
 
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I managed to avoid doing anything last night, need to head to the kennels soon, just hoping I can avoid doing anything after kennels as well (only things that are likely to happen hurt-wise at the kennels is if I get greeted by over excited dogs)
 
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I managed to avoid doing anything last night, need to head to the kennels soon, just hoping I can avoid doing anything after kennels as well (only things that are likely to happen hurt-wise at the kennels is if I get greeted by over excited dogs, don't think getting greeted by over excited dogs counts as self harm, but i will defer to the mods/admin if they decide it does)
Is that what you do for a job midnight or are you volunteering there
 
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That must be very rewarding. Don’t you want to bring them home with you. I would be dreadful doing something like that. Wanting to rescue them all.
What do you do in the hospital
I'm a cleaner in the hospital :hug:

I would bring one home but I know for sure Willow (4 years old this year) is bad with dogs :love: Tigger's 7 this year, Tigger's ok with dogs :love:
 
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Midnight, I think it's fantastic you do such rewarding work both in the hospital and with the dogs.

You really are amazing xxx :hug:
 
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I managed to avoid doing anything last night, need to head to the kennels soon, just hoping I can avoid doing anything after kennels as well (only things that are likely to happen hurt-wise at the kennels is if I get greeted by over excited dogs)
weird .................. this post got edited according to my notifications but it don't say edited ..........
 
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