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butterflykisses
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I don’t have the official diagnosis yet. I won’t know till they see how I respond to medication and rule out other possible diagnoses. I started some Seroquel and Lamictal. It makes me so tired and so I’m actually sleeping enough.
I don’t know how I feel right now. It’s like I’m depressed but also have some manic symptoms as well. It could potentially be a mixed episode. The medication will take longer to begin to start working for my mood. But all of this confusion and instability doesn’t even make sense and I’m beginning to question if this is even real? I am doubting if this is even real.
Also, does anyone know when the fatigue will go away? I just want to have more energy. It’s almost like I feel somewhat manic and want to do anything but I have no energy to stay up all night and execute on those plans. Then I’m starting to wonder if that is just part of my personality and not so much mania. I’m generally a passionate person and I get excited about goals and things I want to do. But how do I know if it’s beyond just my personality?
I don’t know how I feel right now. It’s like I’m depressed but also have some manic symptoms as well. It could potentially be a mixed episode. The medication will take longer to begin to start working for my mood. But all of this confusion and instability doesn’t even make sense and I’m beginning to question if this is even real? I am doubting if this is even real.
Also, does anyone know when the fatigue will go away? I just want to have more energy. It’s almost like I feel somewhat manic and want to do anything but I have no energy to stay up all night and execute on those plans. Then I’m starting to wonder if that is just part of my personality and not so much mania. I’m generally a passionate person and I get excited about goals and things I want to do. But how do I know if it’s beyond just my personality?