- May 17, 2020
I created an account on here because i just relapsed today for self harm and I don’t know how to handle it. I promised my boyfriend I never would again, he have me two chances. I can’t ask for a third chance. So I feel as if I can’t tell him. That’s why I’m here. He’s the only one I feel able to handle my mental illness, as he also experiences it. He told me the third time (if it happened, he would lose trust in me). Anyways, I relapsed tonight and I feel like shit. Should I tell him? With corona virus, we haven’t been able to see each other for two months. So as you can imagine, things are already tough with our relationship. I just don’t know if I should tell him or anyone really. It’s been five months since I went cold turkey. I relapsed tonight for various reasons, but I’m worried if I don’t tell someone things will go on too far; I’ve been thinking of things recently that are not a great solution for everyone in my life if you know what I mean. It was a one time thing, and it may have happened because I was a little intoxicated. I don’t know how to feel. Also, I’ve never posted on here, maybe no one will read this or I’ve written too much. Sorry lol I’ve just got a lot on my mind.