- Mar 20, 2020
I remember that across from where I lived there we three girls that I hung out who bullied me. One day they told me to close my eyes and turn around because they had a surprise for me. They snuck an airhorn behind my head and since I'm highly sensitive, I screamed and cried. It traumatized me and after that had a lot of emotional problems. I have a theory it probably effected me emotionally and did something to my brain because I haven't really been the same. I'm still sensitive but also desensitized at the same time. When I think of the memory I remember how much I'd be better off dead because I pursuing will me gaining hearing loss. It happened when I was so young but it's still so painful. I haven't lost my hearing but I think I will one day.