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Recalling a Traumatic Memory

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SicklyBloom

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I remember that across from where I lived there we three girls that I hung out who bullied me. One day they told me to close my eyes and turn around because they had a surprise for me. They snuck an airhorn behind my head and since I'm highly sensitive, I screamed and cried. It traumatized me and after that had a lot of emotional problems. I have a theory it probably effected me emotionally and did something to my brain because I haven't really been the same. I'm still sensitive but also desensitized at the same time. When I think of the memory I remember how much I'd be better off dead because I pursuing will me gaining hearing loss. It happened when I was so young but it's still so painful. I haven't lost my hearing but I think I will one day.
 
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SicklyBloom

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Note: To do this day, I hate loud noises. I get frequent headaches and tend to act out whenever I'm overwhelmed by people or the environment. I have a love for music and art but feel like I can't perform as well due to my fear of hearing loss.
 
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