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I am so sorry you are feeling this way and going through this. I pray it will pass quickly and you will be okay again. Meds do help my voices. Risperdone especially. I am on the therapeutic amount and it also keeps me from harming my self. Lots of love and hugs
Thank you means a lot hugs
 
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Really feel like self harming,
Getting strong urges and these devil's keep telling me to do it
 
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Hi
Call your crisis team
I'm so sorry your going thru this
Try distraction techniques if they help
Take care
 
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Hi
Call your crisis team
I'm so sorry your going thru this
Try distraction techniques if they help
Take care
Tried to ring my cpn but he's busy,
If I don't feel better I'll call the out of hours number

Going to try listening to some meditation on youtube
 
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Tried to ring my cpn but he's busy,
If I don't feel better I'll call the out of hours number

Going to try listening to some meditation on youtube
Good idea.

Soul, try some really slow, deep breathing. You CAN get past this - you're much stronger than you think.

Sending you lots of love :hug:
 
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Good idea.

Soul, try some really slow, deep breathing. You CAN get past this - you're much stronger than you think.

Sending you lots of love :hug:
Just rang out of hours crisis number so hopefully someone will ring me back

Yea I'll try to do that

Thanks @Lunar Lady hugs
 
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Your Devils are suffering because of the medication you take, and they want you to suffer with them.

Have a good laugh at them instead like I do with my voice, he can't control me like he used to before medication and neither can yours control you any more. That's why they're so insistent.

It's just a phase they're going through because they're grieving the loss of their abilities.
Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression and Acceptance (DABDA) are the five stages of grief, I'd say they're experiencing anger and depression right now, mine is usually between denial ("You can't do this to me!" he says) and anger ("F-you!" he says) with a little futile bargaining on occasion which won't work because it's my deal or no deal.
 
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Your Devils are suffering because of the medication you take, and they want you to suffer with them.

Have a good laugh at them instead like I do with my voice, he can't control me like he used to before medication and neither can yours control you any more. That's why they're so insistent.

It's just a phase they're going through because they're grieving the loss of their abilities.
Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression and Acceptance (DABDA) are the five stages of grief, I'd say they're experiencing anger and depression right now, mine is usually between denial ("You can't do this to me!" he says) and anger ("F-you!" he says) with a little futile bargaining on occasion which won't work because it's my deal or no deal.
Yea they really are insistent,
I need to take control I'm giving them too much power well that's what my Mrs says
 
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They are so nasty, i was called some horrible names a few nights ago and it really upset me. To be told to do something must be very upsetting. I would just ignore them or tell them no, you aren't going to so you might aswell go away.
 
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Please know I am rooting for you. Don't know why our supposed God allows this to happen to innocent people.
I don't believe God would let this happen. I believe if things like this were happening it would be hidden from his sight. But God knows all so they wouldn't be fooling anyone. It's important to not blame good for evil
 
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