- Dec 19, 2016
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Most of my meds are at the highest dosageIt sounds like you have a lot of anxiety going on here too. Can they not increase your meds to help you? I know, meds aren't the answer for everything, but they are a useful help for us all. I too see my "attacker" and feel him touching me at times. Its really scary.
Thanks for sharing about the images you getI can't go into the images about self harm but I see faces all the time, a common thing is for my voice to hold images of people I pass as a passenger in a car in my mind for a short time and tries to put images of cats in the road but I know they're just him being sadistic. He knows how much I love cats, he'll even say the word "cat" every now and then which is why I don't drive myself.
They used to tell me to kill myself, I understand how difficult can be to resist those urges and thoughts.Really want to harm myself, getting urges and thoughts to do serious damage to myself
These devils keep telling me to do it,
It's so intense and constant,
Am so fed up I just want to die
These are just neurological delusions.I hate to disagree with you, but we live in a supernatural world. God like entities have revealed themselves to me, and a devil voice haunts me daily, telling me to "burn".
Managed to fall asleep but kept waking upHow did last night go? Managed to sleep alright?
I sleep well thanks to medication even though I fall asleep every night to my voice talking and singing.
At least he can't mess with my dreams any more and wake me up 5 times a night to talk about them.
No he's not a devil, just a psychopathic killer in my mind. I stayed asleep on the sofa with a knife some nights. But he has gone recently. Maybe you need a change of meds if these aren't working.Most of my meds are at the highest dosage
I'm on anti psychotics, two anti depressants, mood stabilizer plus more stuff for anxiety
Meds do help me it's just the voices are so intense and vicious it drives me mad and I just want to kill myself just to find peace
Sorry you're going through that it must be hard
Is your attacker a devil?
@calypso sorry to hear that, you must've been really scared, I'm glad he's goneNo he's not a devil, just a psychopathic killer in my mind. I stayed asleep on the sofa with a knife some nights. But he has gone recently. Maybe you need a change of meds if these aren't working.
Thank you means a lot hugsI am so sorry you are feeling this way and going through this. I pray it will pass quickly and you will be okay again. Meds do help my voices. Risperdone especially. I am on the therapeutic amount and it also keeps me from harming my self. Lots of love and hugs
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