- Jun 18, 2019
- Tucson, AZ
Please know I am rooting for you. Don't know why our supposed God allows this to happen to innocent people.
These are just neurological delusions.I hate to disagree with you, but we live in a supernatural world. God like entities have revealed themselves to me, and a devil voice haunts me daily, telling me to "burn".
Managed to fall asleep but kept waking upHow did last night go? Managed to sleep alright?
I sleep well thanks to medication even though I fall asleep every night to my voice talking and singing.
At least he can't mess with my dreams any more and wake me up 5 times a night to talk about them.
No he's not a devil, just a psychopathic killer in my mind. I stayed asleep on the sofa with a knife some nights. But he has gone recently. Maybe you need a change of meds if these aren't working.Most of my meds are at the highest dosage
I'm on anti psychotics, two anti depressants, mood stabilizer plus more stuff for anxiety
Meds do help me it's just the voices are so intense and vicious it drives me mad and I just want to kill myself just to find peace
Sorry you're going through that it must be hard
Is your attacker a devil?
@calypso sorry to hear that, you must've been really scared, I'm glad he's goneNo he's not a devil, just a psychopathic killer in my mind. I stayed asleep on the sofa with a knife some nights. But he has gone recently. Maybe you need a change of meds if these aren't working.
Thank you means a lot hugsI am so sorry you are feeling this way and going through this. I pray it will pass quickly and you will be okay again. Meds do help my voices. Risperdone especially. I am on the therapeutic amount and it also keeps me from harming my self. Lots of love and hugs
Good idea.Tried to ring my cpn but he's busy,
If I don't feel better I'll call the out of hours number
Going to try listening to some meditation on youtube
Just rang out of hours crisis number so hopefully someone will ring me backGood idea.
Soul, try some really slow, deep breathing. You CAN get past this - you're much stronger than you think.
Sending you lots of love
Yea they really are insistent,Your Devils are suffering because of the medication you take, and they want you to suffer with them.
Have a good laugh at them instead like I do with my voice, he can't control me like he used to before medication and neither can yours control you any more. That's why they're so insistent.
It's just a phase they're going through because they're grieving the loss of their abilities.
Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression and Acceptance (DABDA) are the five stages of grief, I'd say they're experiencing anger and depression right now, mine is usually between denial ("You can't do this to me!" he says) and anger ("F-you!" he says) with a little futile bargaining on occasion which won't work because it's my deal or no deal.