- Jun 30, 2016
I really am doing my best right now, I am compliant with my meds I have a pyschiatric appointment in three weeks, my current goal is to hang on long enough. Life just keeps piling more on and the only person I have right now just sits asking side me confirming the choices in my head....that it's all my fault, that I have ruined everyone's life, that no one is better for knowing me. All the mistakes I have made have made me worthless. It's hard enough to fight the voice in your head but when there is a real one confirming it feels like a losing battle. It feels like no one understands what this is like. Severe depression has never been cured by "just stop it", "if you were really suicidal you would succeed".