• Share. Be Supported. Recover.

    We are a friendly, safe community supporting each other's mental health. We are open 24 hours a day, 365 days a year.

Really struggling.

Lincoln1990

Lincoln1990

Well-known member
Joined
Jan 18, 2013
Messages
10,130
I know everyone is sick and tired of me but I'm really not feeling well. I hope I get better. I don't know what's wromg. I have a lot of regret from last night. It was fun though and I've wanted to do that for a very long time. But I was supposed tk wait until I saw Sue. I got caught up in the emotions. But I want to do it again :redface:

I am not suicidal. I'm just losing hope in everything. I see no way out of this but I will continue to fight. I have to.
 
H

Helena1

Well-known member
Staff Member on Leave
Joined
Oct 11, 2014
Messages
10,581
Location
UK
i am sure you have no reason to regret what you did last night. i dont know what that is but you are pretty sensible i recon.

what don't you see a way out of?
:hug5:
 
A

Abbierad92

Active member
Joined
Apr 18, 2015
Messages
40
Location
Lancaster UK
I hope you get better soon Hun keep your chin up we are all here for you xxx
 
Lincoln1990

Lincoln1990

Well-known member
Joined
Jan 18, 2013
Messages
10,130
Being me. Being bipolar. Being DID. Being depressed. She doesn't want me in the hospital and I'm not a danger to myself or others. I still get showered and dressed twice daily. I still brush my teeth twice daily. I don't lay in bed all day. But I'm struggling, I don't know why. I have an amazing man in my life that I care about so much. We aren't dating yet, just having a date here and there.
 
katya

katya

Well-known member
Joined
Dec 4, 2013
Messages
2,052
Location
England
Aw Linc, it sounds like you're beating yourself up - you seem to be good at that. You can't help what you're like at the moment - as you say, you're struggling. Please don't feel bad about that. Not only do you not deserve it, but it'll stop you from feeling positive about yourself which you need to do, really, in order to move forward. I'm not sure what you did as I was away for a couple of days, but I do hope you realise that you should be really kind to yourself right now.

Big hugs. :hug1:
 
Lincoln1990

Lincoln1990

Well-known member
Joined
Jan 18, 2013
Messages
10,130
Thank you. I'm just trying to get through the days.
 
megirl

megirl

Well-known member
Joined
Apr 9, 2010
Messages
8,172
Location
NZ
I am certain nobody is sick of you.
You are unwell and currently you need all the support you can
You do the same for others as need be x

Try to be around support caring people try not to let others in that dont understand in your day to day life that is.
Come here as much as you like thats what the forum is about
Try and nurture yourself let people in who can help
I hope you soon start to feel better
thinking of you
 
Lincoln1990

Lincoln1990

Well-known member
Joined
Jan 18, 2013
Messages
10,130
I was just two days ago...I'm upset...that it went away. I hate myself. I want to die. I won't kill my self but I wish I could
 
megirl

megirl

Well-known member
Joined
Apr 9, 2010
Messages
8,172
Location
NZ
You will get better however there are at times up and downs
This will pass but unfortunately theres no magic wand. I still cant find it myself.
No dont harm yourself life is worth it.
You are a caring genuine person you are worth it.
Try and nurture you as you would someone else.
Can you do something for yourself today anything at all no matter how big or small.
And dont be hard on yourself.
x
 
Lincoln1990

Lincoln1990

Well-known member
Joined
Jan 18, 2013
Messages
10,130
I'm trying to keep busy. I'm applying for jobs here and there. Ones I know I can do. There arent many but there are some. I can't wait until I get out of this house and have my own apartment. Which once I get a job I will be able to move out.

I'm proficient in so many things computer wise and other wise. I just don't know if He wants me to work yet, I wsmt to though. I need to.
 
megirl

megirl

Well-known member
Joined
Apr 9, 2010
Messages
8,172
Location
NZ
Well done for looking around for job opportunities thats great. Just go easy and see what you could cope with currently. I know we need the money to live but you also do need to put you first and get back on the road to recovery x
 
Similar threads
Thread starter Title Forum Replies Date
G Really Struggling Bipolar Forum 14
letmein really struggling Bipolar Forum 15
J Really struggling & just need to talk please... Bipolar Forum 4
loulabelle Im really really struggling please i need some support Bipolar Forum 12
H Really really struggling. Why does good things make me so sad? Bipolar Forum 8
X Is this really my thoughts? Bipolar Forum 23
P Trying really hard to trust the doctors Bipolar Forum 3
F Feeling really strange Bipolar Forum 5
MillGuard I really don't like what I have(I.E I hate being human and I want to be something else) Bipolar Forum 4
M What do I really want from myself? What is my ideal self that I can strive for? Bipolar Forum 1
M What MEDICATIONS really WORKED for you? Bipolar Forum 9
M Really having a bad episode Bipolar Forum 1
N why are you mad, really? Bipolar Forum 3
P Really down about things and meds Bipolar Forum 2
L In a really bad affair Bipolar Forum 2
GaryC123 Really bummed out Bipolar Forum 8
GaryC123 Feeling Really Elated Bipolar Forum 5
S Is it really bipolar disorder? Bipolar Forum 9
P Having really bad panic attacks :( Bipolar Forum 3
M Do you really stabilize? Bipolar Forum 5
G Is it bipolar? Or did I really just ruin everything? Bipolar Forum 1
letmein lost a really close friend.... Bipolar Forum 2
F Feeling really depressed Bipolar Forum 4
A I really need advice please Bipolar Forum 5
S Just joined and would really like some help if anyone could:) Bipolar Forum 14
Poopy Doll Not really bipolar Bipolar Forum 3
Iamsoconfused I would really appreciate some info. Bipolar Forum 2
katya This week's been really hard Bipolar Forum 9
6 I could really use a couple days of hypomania Bipolar Forum 4
letmein really not sure why I'm here. Bipolar Forum 2
D Could really use some advice. Help please. Bipolar Forum 10
B Do meds really help? Bipolar Forum 9
cpuusage Do 5 Million Americans Really Have Bipolar Disorder? Bipolar Forum 2
M Really worried need help Bipolar Forum 4
bobshocker i really really hate my life Bipolar Forum 2
C feel really weird. Anyone else had this? Bipolar Forum 5
M Concentration is really bad Bipolar Forum 9
nonotme seeing people for what they really are. Bipolar Forum 9
S life is really hard at the moment Bipolar Forum 4
calypso Not here really Bipolar Forum 54
A Is time really a healer? Bipolar Forum 10
A Really sad, depressed and lonely Bipolar Forum 8
K Bi-Polar, what is it really, does it even exist? Bipolar Forum 109
T Hey, how is everyone? Just here to try to understand myself really. Bipolar Forum 1
dubblemonkey I love those that are trying really hard to survive Bipolar Forum 8
C New to site. Help needed as really worried about my first appointment with the psychiatrist. Bipolar Forum 20
Fuscia really sad tonight Bipolar Forum 20
M Really worried about assesment Bipolar Forum 4
F Finding it really difficult to trust psychiatrists Bipolar Forum 4
loulabelle really pi**ed off !!!! Bipolar Forum 8

Similar threads

Top