- May 28, 2014
I feel so alone tonight. I worked this morning and it went well but as soon as i woke up i knew something was wrong. I think its these nytol i take when i dont want my sleepers, i wonder if theyy make me depressed. Ive been crying for about an hour about life generally and how hard everything seems to be. I rang my brother and he tried to sort me out but i was sobbing. I think i miss living at my mums. I miss the warmth and comfort. Its sad isnt it but i miss it. Life is so hard that i want to hide out in her cottage being looked after. I guess i dont feel able to cope with the world. I need a strong husband but this man im seeing is not strong. Hes been mean and times and i wonder if im being a mug putting up with that too. Sorry to moan.