- Mar 18, 2021
I’m really depressed I just didn’t think I would be in this state currently. I have no kids or job or partner and live with my parents which I don’t mind living with them but I still worry about mental health and how this burning sensation I get will send me back to the mental hospital, on top of that the side effects from the meds are really bringing me down, I put tons of weight on from the meds I’m always lethargic and my anxiety is super bad I just feel like I’m running out of time and I will never be normal again I’m scared of people because of the voices I hear my appearance aka the weight gain is also contributing. I keep getting panic attacks from the side effects of my meds too all this combined is really making me depressed. Sometimes I think if my medication gets switched I might not take them because of the side effects that worries me that I would get sectioned again. Any advise? Do I still have time to have a good life and to sort things out or am I doomed to isolation like I have been for several years.