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real thought-broadcasting

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Linus, i take supplement to be healthy and that's how if found out about gingko, i wasnt sure at first but i hear people talking that they can hear thoughts of others and i found out it happens when im around so i figured out that it was gingko biloba.
I take gingko biloba also , it's good for the circulation into your brain and supports healthy brain function.
 
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I have also tried various different types of nootropics , they all didnt help the sounds at all... no change in volume , or persistence. But the nootropics made me feel good for awhile... interesting effects.. focus factor although not a super powered nootropic is a very nice multi-vitamin... made me feel good... personally.
 
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yes risperidone along with lamotrigine, and i have visited a psychiatrist but according to my doctor im getting better :D
 
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That's good , I hope you heal entirely from this affliction.
 
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This is my experience with thought broadcasting
when it is "strong"
Everyone can hear my thoughts wherever i go, when i go to the bathroom people can see my dinky so i tend to look away like peeing, when i take a shower people can see me naked because i i always look to the mirror when taking a bath, i realize they can see through my eyes. And when i rub soap all over my body the neighbors can feel it someone touching them all over there body and i realize my sense of touch is being broadcasted. All my senses even smell and taste, when i sleep i remember bits and pieces of my dreams and people around me talk about my dreams so they can see my dreams, when i imagine of something they can see it too, when i had a crush on someone they can see my fantasies of that person as well as feel my emotions.

It is really hard living with this because, i have no control and my thoughts are broadcasted they know my password, my account and thank god they dont care, they know my ideas. You know when i was taking my finals exam the students cant concentrate because i always think of the answers so i guess they can copy from me. But its hard because there are things in my mind that i really dont want to say to anyone and it is just broadcasted just like that and people always know it comes from me and they hated me. It was hard going to public places, eating at restaurants, going to church, its really hard to pray because they can hear my prayers and they think im crazy. I grow distant to family and friends and anyone, i really wish i could be alone but for how long, its been more than a year already and its torture. I search like crazy in the internet for people with same experiences and how they deal with it but its just so hard. I even thought of commiting s..., but i have to stay strong and eventually someday it might all be over..but when...until i die or grow old or when everyone completely hates me and think of me as a freak.

When my thought broadcasting weakened
Thank god only a few can hear my thoughts and they decrease even more, you'll feel happy but then you will remember that there are still people who can hear your thoughts and they use it to take advantage of you. And you'll get so mad because you'll want it to be over but its still there. So i guess i have hope maybe it will all be over i hope really soon gotta be positive
 
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Do you live nearby other people that hear voices?
 
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So what you're saying is that you would prefer not to hear the sound of your own thoughts , or the sounds of others thoughts?
 
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although this is strange, and i swear im telling the truth
When i listen on earphones and play "extreme 3rd eye opener" - people who can hear my thoughts see me as something else.
When i listen to astral "projection extreme" - people can see spirits
when i listen to "extreme hands free ejaculation" (just testing, not a pervert)- guys who can hear my thoughts ejaculated
And on other frequencies but i havent tried the others yet.
I dont know what changed my condition it is weird.
I first tried ganzfeld experiment from youtube wit hearphones i focus or just listen and they see hallucinations i dont know if its the supplements i take for the brain or something else
 
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EdEd, i live with people who i dont really know so i dont know much about them and yes i would rather prefer not to hear anyones thoughts
 
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although this is strange, and i swear im telling the truth
When i listen on earphones and play "extreme 3rd eye opener" - people who can hear my thoughts see me as something else.
When i listen to astral "projection extreme" - people can see spirits
when i listen to "extreme hands free ejaculation" (just testing, not a pervert)- guys who can hear my thoughts ejaculated
And on other frequencies but i havent tried the others yet.
I dont know what changed my condition it is weird.
I first tried ganzfeld experiment from youtube wit hearphones i focus or just listen and they see hallucinations i dont know if its the supplements i take for the brain or something else
I take gingko biloba as well however I have not experimented on these theories... I've just noticed the healthy benefit of the vitamins...
 
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EdEd, i live with people who i dont really know so i dont know much about them and yes i would rather prefer not to hear anyones thoughts
I see , you have told me this information and I know what it is that you're trying to say.
 
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The good thing about thought broadcasting when i imagine that i have powers like fireball coming from my hands or changing the color of the sky, people who can hear my thoughts became afraid and they can see it but i dont its just imagine but somehow for them its real.
 
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i did not tell my family, relatives, friends or anyone in person of my thought broadcasting.
even if they know it comes form me and when it weakened they completely for got about it but others who can hear my thoughts still believe
 
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i did not tell my family, relatives, friends or anyone in person of my thought broadcasting.
even if they know it comes form me and when it weakened they completely for got about it but others who can hear my thoughts still believe
Why have you decided not to tell people about your thought broadcasting?
 
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ive been trying to figure out what weakened my thought broadcasting, so i try to remember what before it weakened, this is just my guess:
1. time (when i had radiation theraphy it started and when i keep having PET Scan or Ct scan, so far i havent been expose to that much radiation although im done with radiation theraphy)
2. when i combine risperidone and lamotrigine with fish oil (weird but the next day my supervisor cannot hear my thoughts anymore)
3. Being healthy taking herbal, supplements or meditating
4. prayer (still praying)
 
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