While having my morning brisk walk to work this morning it dawned on me that my life just sucks, and generally thought would anyone even notice if I weren't here anymore. Been on Citalopram for the last 9 months solid, after taking them sparingly for short periods over the last 10 years. I've been in my new job for the last 5 months and it just doesn't challenge me the only perk being its monday to friday and no weekends. I moved back to my home city 8 years ago and moved in with my Grandparents as had nowhere else to go after being made redundant and splitting with my ex and 8 years later I'm still living with them and not really been in a serious relationship since then. I look around at others in my family my older sister has two kids and owns her own home, my younger brother who's only 20 has a promising career and a child as well, it just seems I'm the black sheep of the family. I remember when I was younger I had so many goals I wanted to achieve and now my life just feels so unfulfilled.