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loveit16
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- Feb 3, 2010
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hi i m 28 i m fed up of of always losing my money gambling its
> only feb 3rd but i ve blown my months wages already a nd haven t got money
> left to pay the bills.its getting me into arguements with my girl friend
> and family as i m lying to them why i need to lend money and its really
> affecting every 1 as i m suppost to be getting married in july.for the
> last 3 years i ve lost contacted with all my close friends and always make
> excuses not to go out when asked too, to be honest i m only really
> confortable when i m by myself or just with my girl friend alone in the
> house. i hate socalizing with people for some reason (even friends) i go
> out of my way not to see people and dont even bother going to football
> because i cant be asked to speak to people and football was my life.i ask
> to work nights in my job so i dont have to work or speak to any 1 then,i m
> so paranoide and always listen to every conversation that people have even
> if there not in the same room i dont know why i do it but i ve been given
> a knick name because of it because people have noticed i do
> it.i m always stressed out of my head because of all of this and really
> dont know what to do,bar the gambling i dont think i ve got big issues
> (bar the paronoia i'd love to get rid of it)but dont know what to do?
>
> only feb 3rd but i ve blown my months wages already a nd haven t got money
> left to pay the bills.its getting me into arguements with my girl friend
> and family as i m lying to them why i need to lend money and its really
> affecting every 1 as i m suppost to be getting married in july.for the
> last 3 years i ve lost contacted with all my close friends and always make
> excuses not to go out when asked too, to be honest i m only really
> confortable when i m by myself or just with my girl friend alone in the
> house. i hate socalizing with people for some reason (even friends) i go
> out of my way not to see people and dont even bother going to football
> because i cant be asked to speak to people and football was my life.i ask
> to work nights in my job so i dont have to work or speak to any 1 then,i m
> so paranoide and always listen to every conversation that people have even
> if there not in the same room i dont know why i do it but i ve been given
> a knick name because of it because people have noticed i do
> it.i m always stressed out of my head because of all of this and really
> dont know what to do,bar the gambling i dont think i ve got big issues
> (bar the paronoia i'd love to get rid of it)but dont know what to do?
>