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Ok well I'm not *COMPLETELEY* sure I have bipolar, my doctors disagree, 2 say I have, but my community pdoc and psychologists think it's more likely unipolar depression, because they've never seen my manic or hypomanic. However, I'm pretty sure I have been hypomanic several times, and have had one episode of mania (ended in me crashing down, trying to kill myself and getting a lovely 2 month stay in hospital).
Anyway, I've been feeling depressed for about 8 months urgh. But at random times, I keep getting what I can only describe as "headrushes". All my thoughts go fast, I get this AMAZING swooping feeling, I start moving really quick and talking fast it's like I get a sudden rush of energy. Almost all my depression goes away and I feel invincible and like I can do anything. Sometimes I do stupid things, and I plan stupid things to do, e.g running away, putting myself in bad situations etc.
It's like when I was hypomanic...EXCEPT it only lasts about half an hour then it goes! This is why I'm unsure as to what it is
before, I would be hypomanic for hours or days, longest was over a week.
Anyone know whats happening? I'm not on any meds or anything and I'm not doing anything differently. Its happening as I'm writing this
Anyway, I've been feeling depressed for about 8 months urgh. But at random times, I keep getting what I can only describe as "headrushes". All my thoughts go fast, I get this AMAZING swooping feeling, I start moving really quick and talking fast it's like I get a sudden rush of energy. Almost all my depression goes away and I feel invincible and like I can do anything. Sometimes I do stupid things, and I plan stupid things to do, e.g running away, putting myself in bad situations etc.
It's like when I was hypomanic...EXCEPT it only lasts about half an hour then it goes! This is why I'm unsure as to what it is

Anyone know whats happening? I'm not on any meds or anything and I'm not doing anything differently. Its happening as I'm writing this
