
messymoo
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The chemist I collect my prescriptions from gave me 6 days worth of my medication instead of 7 I have to collect my prescriptions weekly my doctor doesn't trust me with any more than that and then they can't even get that right so I had no medication yesterday I tried to get hold of someone to sort out some medication but no one called me back and when I tried again they told me they would call me back and got very moody with me it is typical just goes to show that no one gives a stuff about me at all they probably didn't believe me anyway I have been up all night and I am feeling so rubbish it takes a lot for me to take my medication properly as I struggle with deserving it and feeling a little better maybe it is just a sign maybe I should just stop my medication what would it matter if I fall to pieces all it does is numb everything I am sorry for this post and for rambling and typing total crap I am supposed to go to group therapy today and I don't feel I can face it I don't feel safe to drive there either I just feel like curling up and crying right now why does something so small send an avalanche of emotion I suppose lack of sleep hasn't helped sorry 
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