- Jan 14, 2021
I've been in a relationship with a guy for around 10 months. He literally doesnt have a bad bone in his body and I adore him. Yet I've kept pushing him and being nasty due to my own thoughts and issues. Then felt completely abandoned by him when he couldn't come see me the one day and flipped and ended it. I've regret it since. I believe he is the love of my life and I'm struggling on how to fix this. I cant cope with how I'm feeling and feel horrendous for being so horrible and pushing him away. How can I fix this and make him realise my BPD ways arent what I'm really feeling?