- Jul 21, 2016
Hi, I'd really like some help please. 2 years ago my sister was rushed to a&e and was dying in front of me. I had a brain hemorage (can't spell) there in a&e due to my blood pressure rocketing & was taken to a specialist hospital for a week. So I was unable to be with my sister at the end. From this experience I am unable to revisit this hospital & intense medical situations. Unfortunately my mother keeps going in after falling and historically she is an attention seeker & I have a very complicated relationship with her & have rushed many times to her bedside prior to the events 2 years ago (only for her to be very disappointed that nothing was wrong). She's in again today after falling. I live 100 miles away & my nephew has gone instead & I will go tomorrow (to the hospital ward if she isn't discharged). My problem is that my family think I am just lazy and shirking. I can't tell them i have ptsd as they will laugh. I know I must come over as a horrible selfish person.