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RockyMountainsGirl

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Thanks for your kindness. I understand that it must be hard having voices and PTSD. I admire you for getting help and I know that life has been tough for you at times. I have major depression but I'm sure I was born a healthy, normal human being. The extreme abuse I experienced literally drove this normal human being crazy. I'm not going to think about my parents.

Since the horrible bullying and harassment by police, I seemed to have supplanted the anxiety, nightmares, etc., from my childhood with new fears about the police.

They would read my Outlook Calendar and then show up at appointments I went to in order to spy on me! It was horrible.

The Lethbridge Police Service is now in trouble for illegally using a police database to spy on a member of the legislative assembly, which is in the news now.

Calgary undercover officers bullied a young woman into giving up custody of her child, and these news stories are showing the world that undercover cop brutality exists.

When I confronted the cops about their abuse of me, they'd come to my house and lie to my husband and tell him I was simply mentally ill!

That's why I feel so violated. All this makes me want to kill myself but I wouldn't do that to my wonderful husband and daughter.
 
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00Bluejay7500 (was Scapes1986)

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Thanks for your kindness. I understand that it must be hard having voices and PTSD. I admire you for getting help and I know that life has been tough for you at times. I have major depression but I'm sure I was born a healthy, normal human being. The extreme abuse I experienced literally drove this normal human being crazy. I'm not going to think about my parents.

Since the horrible bullying and harassment by police, I seemed to have supplanted the anxiety, nightmares, etc., from my childhood with new fears about the police.

They would read my Outlook Calendar and then show up at appointments I went to in order to spy on me! It was horrible.

The Lethbridge Police Service is now in trouble for illegally using a police database to spy on a member of the legislative assembly, which is in the news now.

Calgary undercover officers bullied a young woman into giving up custody of her child, and these news stories are showing the world that undercover cop brutality exists.

When I confronted the cops about their abuse of me, they'd come to my house and lie to my husband and tell him I was simply mentally ill!

That's why I feel so violated. All this makes me want to kill myself but I wouldn't do that to my wonderful husband and daughter.
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00Bluejay7500 (was Scapes1986)

00Bluejay7500 (was Scapes1986)

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Thanks for your kindness. I understand that it must be hard having voices and PTSD. I admire you for getting help and I know that life has been tough for you at times. I have major depression but I'm sure I was born a healthy, normal human being. The extreme abuse I experienced literally drove this normal human being crazy. I'm not going to think about my parents.

Since the horrible bullying and harassment by police, I seemed to have supplanted the anxiety, nightmares, etc., from my childhood with new fears about the police.

They would read my Outlook Calendar and then show up at appointments I went to in order to spy on me! It was horrible.

The Lethbridge Police Service is now in trouble for illegally using a police database to spy on a member of the legislative assembly, which is in the news now.

Calgary undercover officers bullied a young woman into giving up custody of her child, and these news stories are showing the world that undercover cop brutality exists.

When I confronted the cops about their abuse of me, they'd come to my house and lie to my husband and tell him I was simply mentally ill!

That's why I feel so violated. All this makes me want to kill myself but I wouldn't do that to my wonderful husband and daughter.
It’ll be ok!!! thank you for sharing 🙏
I have past issues with teenage trauma being bullied and I was severely effected by it that I tried to kill myself withdrinking some alcohol but I went to rehab and got a diagnosis. I’m sry u went they this... u must be scared... hold onto to hope. I did and I am still alive. Doing well on medication and therapy.
Im sry ur going thru this and this seems terrifying. Hold onto hope!

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Even though C-PTSD is not in the American Psychiatric Association's DSM 5, most psychologists and psychiatrists recognize it as a legitimate illness, separate from the garden-variety PTSD, and it is proposed for inclusion in the ICD-11.
I agree with that.I wasn't saying it isn't legitimate.

Just saying my official diagnosis is PTSD since cPTSD isn't in the DSM.
 
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It’ll be ok!!! thank you for sharing 🙏
I have past issues with teenage trauma being bullied and I was severely effected by it that I tried to kill myself withdrinking some alcohol but I went to rehab and got a diagnosis. I’m sry u went they this... u must be scared... hold onto to hope. I did and I am still alive. Doing well on medication and therapy.
Im sry ur going thru this and this seems terrifying. Hold onto hope!

:cool:
I like hearing people tell me it will be okay, because it will be. I'm just sad and grumpy because I'm depressed. When the meds I took last night start to leave my system, when it's almost time to take new ones, I get down.

I'm so glad you went to rehab. I read that 60% of people who have bipolar affective disorder self-medicate with drugs and alcohol. Lots of people do this until they realize they are actually mentally ill and get help.

I never had friends to drink with.
 
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I like hearing people tell me it will be okay, because it will be. I'm just sad and grumpy because I'm depressed. When the meds I took last night start to leave my system, when it's almost time to take new ones, I get down.

I'm so glad you went to rehab. I read that 60% of people who have bipolar affective disorder self-medicate with drugs and alcohol. Lots of people do this until they realize they are actually mentally ill and get help.

I never had friends to drink with.
That is what happened to me.... I found out I got schizophrenia from abuse
 
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For me, it kind a changes my personality. Hard to regulate emotions, kind of distant when it comes to supporting people, have a inner feeling something is wrong, and things like that for me personally. Chronic, no. If you would have asked fifteen years ago, yes. Now that I've moved, it's gotten better.
 
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