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Unsustainable_High
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Before freaking out in class and finding myself completely unable to go back, I bought the books and when the love of my life started insisting that I need to learn more about my "illness" I turned to a college psychology book to be told that people like me generally have low IQ's.
I took that as a bit of a personal insult.
I question it. My IQ looks very good on paper but then, how do I manage to severely injure myself as if it were a perfectly normal thing to do? Why can't I use some of that "Genius Level" nonsense to devise a way to keep my life or even my God-sent relationship, together? Am I wrong in thinking that it takes a certain level of idiocy to screw up anything that was ever good in your life?
Off topic, but does anyone else suffer from chronic physical pain and how do you fix that? Is there a drug out there, because this is positively ridiculous? Every bit of it has a source that I, with my "gifted" level of comprehension, remember every last bit of where each aspect came from. It isn't very nice to me. No, it's actually extremely upsetting. Is it more normal for a torture victim to want their captors dead or to want them to come back to finish you off?
I took that as a bit of a personal insult.
I question it. My IQ looks very good on paper but then, how do I manage to severely injure myself as if it were a perfectly normal thing to do? Why can't I use some of that "Genius Level" nonsense to devise a way to keep my life or even my God-sent relationship, together? Am I wrong in thinking that it takes a certain level of idiocy to screw up anything that was ever good in your life?
Off topic, but does anyone else suffer from chronic physical pain and how do you fix that? Is there a drug out there, because this is positively ridiculous? Every bit of it has a source that I, with my "gifted" level of comprehension, remember every last bit of where each aspect came from. It isn't very nice to me. No, it's actually extremely upsetting. Is it more normal for a torture victim to want their captors dead or to want them to come back to finish you off?