Feeling low majority of the time, difficulty sleeping... Cant blame the baby he goes through! Feelings of despair and suicidal thoughts more frequent after hospital saga... Paranoid and stressed. Some days i do nothing but clean and try and finish doing my house up, i dont know where i get the energy from though as im so tired. Im very anxious now about speaking to any other professionals even my GP. I know i should but im scared. Is this just postnatal depression? a temporary thing?