If I lose my only source on income and I'm forced to move back in with my abusive mother I will kill myself! I hope that doesn't happen! I can't believe what a loser and a failure I have become! I had such great potential before my mind sicknesses fd me up! I would just be homeless but my physical injury would prevent me from surviving on the streets! I hope I can stay living in my own apartment! I would rather live! Sorry just had to get this off my shoulders.