I've seen my psychiatrist today and I didnt really say a lot because I'm not really speaking much atm because I believe someone is watching me. I feel so scared and frightened by the voices. I feel threatened. So I just nodded and my support worker spoke for me. My support worker thinks I have an ED so she mentioned it to him. I dont know if it is or not. I didnt think obese people could have an ED. I basically feel sick every time I eat any food. When I'm at mine I eat crisps mainly like 2 or 3 big bags a day and thats it and some nights a take-away. After I eat I force myself to purge. Thats it really. Thats not excessive is it? Is it an ED? My support worker says theres inpatient treatment for it and she thinks thats what I need. My psychiatrist said the way that I presented myself today his going to ask my Care Co-ordinator to refer me to the Home treatment team and then they'll decide if to admit me to hospital or not. I feel like the voices are bothering me the most atm though so I dont know which I'de get admitted for. I'm self harming and feeling suicidal too. I hope they don't section me, I only got out of a section 2 in April.
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