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Zoe1

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anyone had these

not sure if they are always voices
sometimes its music that comes from nowhere
especially percussion sounds
like during my worst episodes there would be a euphoria
where all the sounds in the kitchen like pots and pans
would be all jangling with different notes making a tune
which I called Tootle Tunes
and I tried to record it

other times entire melodies
I have been able to write down for the piano

and mystical beasts I could draw
like the whole image was just there
like it had come from somewhere else

I particularly liked skateboard parks
for the sounds in there that would turn into reggae music

now recently all I'm getting is a little bit of percussion
coming from objects in my home
 
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My voice used to be able to create his voice in the vibrations of things in my environment, for example in a fan I was using to keep cool one summer, the fan would talk to me like someone was standing right behind it speaking into it, it got so bad I destroyed the fan during the worst part of my psychosis.

He would also speak to me in the vibrations of the washing machine on spin, the tumble dryer, my footsteps on gravel when I walked out onto the streets, when I was chewing crunchy food and so on.

It got so annoying at times as he never stopped (still doesn't stop talking in my mind now) until I started taking medication, it got weaker and weaker as my dose was increased, now all I can hear in my fan is a slight variation in frequency, no words or music just that slight pitch change, something I'm very grateful for and of course his voice in my mind is a good 95% quieter.

Now for the science part, I believe voices can access in advance the part of the brain that stores sensory input until it can be sync'd up and be ready for our part of the brain to process, before the information gets sent to our part of the brain voices can manipulate it any way they want.
This is how I believe they can make the radio/TV talk to us and give us hallucinations (sight, smell, taste, sound and tactile), the body is all about electrical signals and the frequency and magnitude of them and voices seem to be masters of vibrations and electricity, and I believe it's all down to Dopamine being their neurotransmitter which is why medication that limits Dopamine activity like anti-psychotics apparently stops this ability or greatly reduces it.

Disclaimer: When I say "I believe" I am expressing my personal opinion only and not making a statement of fact. I am also not a professional scientist nor a doctor and I'm not advocating the use of anti-psychotics, I am merely sharing my experiences.
 
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Part of the reason for the dopamine hypothesis in psychosis is due to the fact that amphetamine floods the brain with dopamine and excess amphetamine induces psychosis (so remember boys and girls just say no). When my ex's mania starts to go into psychosis due to lack of sleep she hears positive voices at first but after a few days of the psychosis they turn sinister.
 
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I agree its about vibrations and frequencies
same as for instance dogs can hear different frequencies
humans can become tuned in to things
that are not healthy for us

I'm sorry if you didnt have any positive ones Nwiddi

I find currently that my emotions get more and more intense
towards when my depot is due
like they get louder and then the paranoia sets in
because it seems people are causing me this pain

and yes then it turns sinister
 
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