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RAY0711
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Hello ,
Can anyone tell me how to make myself cry , i feel so numb , i think of bad times , but i still dont cry .
I want to curl up in a corner , and then never look back .
The last 10 yrs i have lived in a room , only going out if its essential , like doctors and helping my mum .
I live the same day everyday , for 10 yrs , i have exhausted alll my energy staying off drugs , i have been clean since 2000 nearly 10 years , i went out more when i was a druggie . I am so depressed , i have 150 mg of amitriptyline , been on them for 13 years , they dont help , but if i dont take them i cant sleep . Its even made me scruffy , anything and everything is such an effort , going to the toilet is such an effort . Having a shower is a big deal , my mind races ,
I really dont know what is going on .
thanks
Can anyone tell me how to make myself cry , i feel so numb , i think of bad times , but i still dont cry .
I want to curl up in a corner , and then never look back .
The last 10 yrs i have lived in a room , only going out if its essential , like doctors and helping my mum .
I live the same day everyday , for 10 yrs , i have exhausted alll my energy staying off drugs , i have been clean since 2000 nearly 10 years , i went out more when i was a druggie . I am so depressed , i have 150 mg of amitriptyline , been on them for 13 years , they dont help , but if i dont take them i cant sleep . Its even made me scruffy , anything and everything is such an effort , going to the toilet is such an effort . Having a shower is a big deal , my mind races ,

I really dont know what is going on .
thanks