Thank you exyz, Yes today is differcult but i'm finding every day becoming more differcult. My mum went last july, my dad in february. I havent really accepted it, but it's becoming more real and i cant bear it.
Tbh i want to go too. Thats it, top and bottom of it. I have nothing and am unlikely to have anything to really go on for. I'm very depressed and getting worse. I just want to go too.
That is so hard for you losing your family like that. Well of course you are struggling with it, it is a such a big thing to have happen. I understand it must feel so empty around you. What can we do to help at all?
Feeling like this is a natural reaction to a very traumatic time but that does not make it any easier at all.
I'm glad that you have told us and please let us help. Listening or practical.
Have you thought about some support, grief counselling? It won't make it go away but it will help you.
Have you seen your GP any CPN or anyone around for you.
Thank you exyz, Yes i had to go to the dr's a couple of weeks ago for a physical problem. I went with a friend and my friend told the dr about how things were, which i was'nt expecting, and i sat there with tears running down my face. He made an appointment for me to see another dr a few days later and we went and i'm going to have some counselling.