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Please tell me I still just have OCD

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floral85

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Someone please tell me I am not experiencing psychosis or something.

So I got this thought that I didn't want to talk about anything personal because I didn't know if my mom was recording us or not. The reason though is because it always has bugged me how super nosy she was. Like if I were to leave my phone behind, I know she might go through it because I've seen her go through people's things.

Also, when someone spent the night at our house before, I got this weird thought his mom could have put a recorder in his bag. But I realize this is irrational after a while.


I feel like my OCD right now is obsessing whether or not I have psychosis or schizophrenia or something.

I never believe anyone is out to get me except like having fears people who I got into fights or arguments in the past. I fear of what they would do if we were to see each other but that's it. Not just random people.
 
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floral85

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Also when I was little I got a weird thought when playing with my barbies that what if someone was controlling everyone? It was weird thoughts. I didn't really think someone was controlling us but it was the thought process that freaks me out now that I look back at it.

Then when my mom used to pick me up at my grandmothers and I seen her hands, I would think in my head weird thoughts about how her hands looked rough and someone could be dressing up as her and picking me up. I knew it wasn't true. It was weird thoughts. I even felt bad after for thinking it. I can't explain.

Is this just normal what if things? This is around the time I noticed my ocd starting too
 
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Mayflower7

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Hi,
It's best to see a dr, as only they can diagnose.
Hope you get some answers soon.
Take care
 
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