- Mar 3, 2016
I'm 34 years old and suffer from depression and anxiety. I'm married to a man that I love more than anything in this world. But I'm having issues. My marriage is falling apart. I don't trust him...which I have valid reasons to not trust him. He swears up and down that I'm the only one he wants and that it's all in my head and if I can't tighten up and get control of my fears and worries then I'm going to lose him. How do I stop thinking these things? Its driving me crazy. Seriously. It hurts so bad that 2 weeks ago I attempted suicide because I feel like I'm losing the only person in this world that cares. I've put him through hell. I have treated him like dirt. I've made him cry. But yet in my mind he's cheating on me. What do I do? I don't want to lose him. I don't want to believe he's cheating on me. How do I let go of my fears and worries and just love him and be happy? I'm also scared that if I do let go...and he is cheating...am I going to be strong enough to take it. Please someone....I need some help.