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shelly
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I'm driving my husband and kids away at the moment. I'm finding it hard just walking to work at the moment, just going out is a big deal. I know this might sound really silly but when someone talks to me I panic and blurt out the wrong thing or say something really stupid. My short term memory is really bad and my kids are getting frustrated with me which makes me feel even worse.
I then get cross and snap at them my head is racing all the time I find it hard to concentrate im sure people at work think I'm stupid and lazy but I really don't feel well at the moment.
Im trying to carry on a normal which is really hard, my husbands getting fed up with me and says im making him ill. At times I just feel like ending it all I don't want to upset my children and give them an unhappy childhood I don't want to screw them up mentally.
Im on a new medication now called setraline. I have no friends I can talk to about my problem. I look at other people and just wish I was normal whatever that is???
I try to put a brave front on at work but its not easy. I just feel trapped in this world that I can't escape from amd its horrible!
I then get cross and snap at them my head is racing all the time I find it hard to concentrate im sure people at work think I'm stupid and lazy but I really don't feel well at the moment.
Im trying to carry on a normal which is really hard, my husbands getting fed up with me and says im making him ill. At times I just feel like ending it all I don't want to upset my children and give them an unhappy childhood I don't want to screw them up mentally.
Im on a new medication now called setraline. I have no friends I can talk to about my problem. I look at other people and just wish I was normal whatever that is???
I try to put a brave front on at work but its not easy. I just feel trapped in this world that I can't escape from amd its horrible!