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mowhead

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I am feeling very very suicidal should I phone someone I cant take any more I am in supported living and I seem to be on receiving end of picking on someone tonight has accused me of banging doors during night and keeping someone else awake im too doped up with meds to do that theres been lots of little things that's built up and up with my condition it gets to me also found out bpd can be a developmental disorder as well had enough
 
Rusko

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Always phone someone when you feel suicidal, even when you feel ''ok, that's it, I had enough''. Sometimes one phone call is enough to make you change your mind, on the other hand, there is no going back.
 
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I agree with Rusko do not sink before you get to the phone. It is hard living with others. I never had roommates when single. Too many disagreements and conflict. Tried it and never worked out so I worked twice as hard to afford my own place.

Now I am living with my cousin and son we all get along good like a family. Thank goodness as I would do awful on my own right now.

Hope it gets better and I do not think you will be ask to leave where you are living over a little noise. Sorry some one has to act that way. Hugs
 
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mowhead

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I have to live there as I have previously tried to comit sucide 13 times they have got it wrong I didn't make the noise there are others on that corridor some elderly people will pick on younger ones put a note under wardens door im that drugged up at night I don't wake cant live on my own as that was making my mental health worse thanks for the support will keep you updated going to ring crisis line now
 
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Have you rung the crisis line mowhead?
I do hope so.
If you feel you can’t, please keep in touch here.

It is much better to talk to someone and hear a voice
I am only a ‘virtual’ voice.

Please let us know how you are. X
 
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Hey, if you have an opportunity then go to a friend or a family member, you should never be alone at this moment. So if you feel you can’t do this anymore just call a friend and ask him/her to come over or go to his/hers place :)
 
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Seems like you are making the right choice going to the ring crisis line. Awh sweetheart I would never ever want you to take your own life. How awful you must have been feeling. Now you appear to have a chance to recover. Might take some time and few mishaps but you are well on your way. Hugs Jules
 
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Hi Mowhead,
How are you feeling?
Hope you got some help,
Take care
 
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mowhead

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thank you everyone spent a few days in hospital but am home now got to learn to ring people if in need you love was appreciated those two nigts in hospital though cant thank you all enouh will look after you all
 
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mowhead

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well as you can see from latest posts had bit more trouble don't feel suicidal just don't whether I could ring samaritians when its sheer anger and earlier on rage your love has made me cry
 
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That’s good to hear, misunderstandings happen and can result in things like this. I’m glad that things are looking better and hopefully this won’t happens again.

I think we’ve all said things in the heat of an argument/disagreement
 
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That’s brilliant mowhead,
I’m sure your life will be much calmer now.
I think you will be much stronger and able to
have much more strength to cope with situations.

Take care
 
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I am feeling very very suicidal should I phone someone I cant take any more I am in supported living and I seem to be on receiving end of picking on someone tonight has accused me of banging doors during night and keeping someone else awake im too doped up with meds to do that theres been lots of little things that's built up and up with my condition it gets to me also found out bpd can be a developmental disorder as well had enough
 

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