- Nov 22, 2021
Hello, I am new to this forum and I am really suffering right now. Out of nowhere I got this thought towards my son again 'please die finally'. It hurts me so much. I do not want anyone to die. I do not know what to do. My head is telling me to wash my hands and clean everything I touched otherwise those thoughts will come true. And my therapist is telling me not to wash anything. I do not want to risk anyone's life. Please help me someone. Is there anyone else who had similar OCD issues?