O
ophere
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Hi, I'm writing because there are a few things I am confused and worried about, i feel like i'm going mad and i have been feeling suicidal recently. Please help!
for the past couple of years, I have not been able to focus on anything or hold any of my thoughts. My mind is constantly active and I can't stop myself from thinking. this had led me to develop erratic sleeping patterns and chronic insomnia. It is really affecting my life, because I cant focus, I end up in a sort of paralysed state thinking of all the things i want to do and need to do, but i'm unable to do them.... also I feel like I cannot hold a conversation with anyone, or think of anything interesting to say... I used to be very good at talking to people. My self esteem has plummeted.. and I feel nervous when meeting new people. - I have had depression since I was 12, I am 24 now. I often get the feeling that my life is being recorded and played on tv to people.... like the film "the truman show" and I feel like my life is very temporary and things don't seem to hold any importance to me.
what can I do? what is wrong with me? i feel really messed up.
for the past couple of years, I have not been able to focus on anything or hold any of my thoughts. My mind is constantly active and I can't stop myself from thinking. this had led me to develop erratic sleeping patterns and chronic insomnia. It is really affecting my life, because I cant focus, I end up in a sort of paralysed state thinking of all the things i want to do and need to do, but i'm unable to do them.... also I feel like I cannot hold a conversation with anyone, or think of anything interesting to say... I used to be very good at talking to people. My self esteem has plummeted.. and I feel nervous when meeting new people. - I have had depression since I was 12, I am 24 now. I often get the feeling that my life is being recorded and played on tv to people.... like the film "the truman show" and I feel like my life is very temporary and things don't seem to hold any importance to me.
what can I do? what is wrong with me? i feel really messed up.