- Sep 7, 2020
No one trusts you.I thought I had a demon too. So I started reading about it online. The info on demons kept bringing up schizophrenics, so I eventually started reading more and more about schizophrenics. It was a huge shock to me when i came to the realization that i was a paranoid schizophrenic. Most of my life had been consumed by it. At first I thought people were watching me somehow. Then the voice told me it was a psychic and that it and the whole world had been brainwashed and only wanted to hurt me. And it did. Real bad, for a a very long time. Since I discover that I had a mental illness, the voice and the pain has quieted down some. I can't wait to get meds and a therapist so that hopefully I can make something of the time I have left in this world. The longer you wait to get help, the worse it will get. Maybe you could just try an appointment with a psychologist, and see what you think after that. I hope you don't wind up like me, over half your life in pain and fear. Please listen to all of us hear. We've been where you are right now.