- Sep 3, 2021
hi when i was a kid i had weird behavior.. i used to think it might be bad if i don't look at a girl's hair in school class. Something bad could happen if I didn't touch our neighbor's door when I got home. There are many examples like this. It was death that scared me the most. I loved cars when I was a kid, then I started to think that I could die in an accident with a car, and I was only 14 years old and I got away from cars. But my biggest obsession is the number 26, I thought that this number could be a divine message for me. And at this age, I thought I could have a car accident and die. Everywhere I ran into this number, it was a message. I was very afraid, then this fear went away by itself. But last year my grandfather died and my obsession with the number 26 started again after this trauma. I'm 25 now and I'm scared, I went to a psychologist and he said I have obsessive compulsive disorder. What are you thinking ? Is this obsessive compulsive disorder or is it a divine message, I'm so scared..