please help, I've had enough

[ParxSP]

I'm trying to decide between different ways of ending my life.... please h

 

[Lunar Lady]

I'm trying to decide between different ways of ending my life.... please h

I'm here.

Make a cup of tea...get comfortable and talk to me. Have all the time you need. xxx

 

[ParxSP]

Thank you so much. I'm in a bad way x

 

[Lunar Lady]

Thank you so much. I'm in a bad way x

I'm not going anywhere. Promise. Just relax, make a cuppa and sit down and let's talk. xxx

 

[Deleted member 82450]

Put the choice on hold for now. Talk if you want to but do stay please.

 

[ParxSP]

I'm not sure i have i the courage to do either but...... I'm so so down and can't find a way back!

 

[Lunar Lady]

We always remind people about the Crisis lines when they're feeling low...

Contact a Samaritan

If you’re going through a tough time, contact us free. We won't judge you or tell you what to do. We are here to listen so you don't have to face it alone.

www.samaritans.org

The number is there if you need a human voice and comfort...and I'm here for you now. xxxx

 

[Lunar Lady]

I'm not sure i have i the courage to do either but...... I'm so so down and can't find a way back!

I've been there many times

What's made you feel so low?

 

[ParxSP]

I have thought of phoning them. I'm going through a VERY bad patch with awful news every day and really not sure if life is worth living any more xxx

 

[Lunar Lady]

@ParxSP : Is your husband with you, tonight?

Things always feel worse at this hour of the morning when we're sat all alone.

 

[Lunar Lady]

I have thought of phoning them. I'm going through a VERY bad patch with awful news every day and really not sure if life is worth living any more xxx

Can I ask, what sort of news? Bereavements or family troubles?

We all seem to go through 'patches' of bad things happening - life can feel so hard, at times. x

 

[ParxSP]

Hubby is asleep he's asked me several times if I'm OK but he doesn't 'get' depression....

 

[ParxSP]

Redundancy, family issues and this week the death of a close family member has put the lid on it!!!

 

[Lunar Lady]

Hubby is asleep he's asked me several times if I'm OK but he doesn't 'get' depression....

I have a family that doesn't 'get' depression.

Even when I was clinically depressed and barely able to function, I was told "we're not that type" Fear of the unknown!

Are you able to talk to him about things?

 

[Lunar Lady]

Redundancy, family issues and this week the death of a close family member has put the lid on it!!!

No wonder you feel so low

All of those things are acutely painful and stressful...when they happen at the same time, it's overwhelming.

When did you hear of your bereavement?