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Please help I feel sick

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Stacocd1

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I’ve been with my husband for 7 years now and I’m very happy – I have ocd and intrusive thought, well in the past I have had sexual thoughts about another man I know and it’s like it’s not my mind as I’m feeling like I’m enjoying these thoughts then later on I feel sick at the thought because I would never ever cheat on my husband there’s no way on earth I would, I can’t sleep I feel sick all the time it’s been constantly going round in my head! I honestly feel like crying I just feel he doesn’t deserve me! This has happened afew times and it sounds stupid but it’s like my mind is switched to something I would never normally think about and enjoy, I could think of the sexual thought now about this person and it wouldn’t bother me but every so often it’s like I’m turned on by these thoughts, I sometimes picture me and me husband with this person or me and this person when touching myself etc I know you can’t help what comes into your mind (I do not want a threesome it’s something I’ve never been into) and I feel my ocd plays on that later down the line But I really don’t want to feel like that again, any advice? I really don’t know what to do and even though it’s just a thought.

Does anyone think this could be a form ocd with the thoughts going round and round my head to the point it’s making me believe I like the thought and actually turned on by this? I feel so guilty and sick
 
OmniscientNihilist

OmniscientNihilist

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the thought dont seem to be causing any real problems other then your idea that they are a problem
 
Mayflower7

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Hi,
I'm so sorry your feeling poorly, we can't diagnose I'm afraid as none of us are qualified to do so.
Please phone your Gp for a telephone consultation.
Hope you feel better very soon.
Hugs
 
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