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PLEASE DONT READ IF YOU WILL WORRY ABOUT THIS! Destructive behaviour confession

Louis Friend

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PLEASE DONT READ IF YOU WILL WORRY ABOUT THIS! Destructive behaviour confession

I self harmed yesterday which i will not go into detail.

The reason i felt had to share this was to have something to come back to if anything was to get too serious because il admit that empty void feeling i have due to my bpd has consumed me and i felt nothing do it last night and i still feel nothing now and could possibly do more destructive stuff to myself which i should be worried about but i feel nothing. Im sure if it goes to far i will get much worse and realise all i did was wrong but i cant see it at the moment and thats why i shared this.

Sorry if i worried other people.
 
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I don't think it works like that! I think if you ask people not to read, they will. Am sorry you are struggling xx
 
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I thought so too but i warned people because i dont like worrying people but a tiny part deep down inside me thought if i didnt admit it i would suffer more
 
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Oh Louis I am so sorry=( Do you not think that you should phone crisis team? or care co or something?? as you obviously aren't alright hunny.

Please stay on the forum and talk if you can=) don't hurt yourself again xx

I need to go offline now- I am so sorry=( I am sure that someone else will come a chat soon xxxxxx
 
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Oh no im not going to the crysis team that will make me so much worse. I dont see the point because if i stay and talk everyone else is gonna get upset and thats always the way!
 
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Everyone is not going to get upset at all. :hug1:
 
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Well if everybodys happy now then i shouldnt be here because no matter what people say i will never shift that feeling that somebodys upset
 
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Course you should be on here whatever you are feeling. I doubt everyone is happy. You should do whatever you are comfortable with and will benefit you most. :hug:
 
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There are alot of people on here, noone has to be here if they don't choose to be. But it's a mh forum, we can't control how others feel but we can express how we feel if we want to.
 
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Louis, I just wanted to send you this, take care lovie :hug:
I think you're FAB!

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