memyself and b
- Apr 12, 2010
That dreaded monthly hell has arrived again( or should I say 3 weekly)!! Every time this agony comes I go to hell, the feeling of self hatred, suicidal thoughts constantly,I feel so dirty, grotesque even, darkness,I take everything out of context but cant stop not too mention the pain, horrific pain and bleeding, flooding!! Been to docs, oh have the coil fitted,,,,,mm no thanks I have enough problems down there, as for the psychological bit "oh your on a ad" and thats it, left to get on with it but its getting worse every time, I have been in constant pain now for 2 days, darent, dont want to go out, think people stare" look at her, the nutter," the look of disgust on there faces when they see me! So I stay in, in my pj's, behind closed curtains, not answering the door or phone,not wanting to carry on, Why wont anyone hear me, why wont anyone listen, why wont anyone help? Is there any help??