People reading my mind | Thought broadcasting | Targeted individual | Inception | Truman Show

[tb101]

That sounds accurate.

A user in another thread told me that "they" were actually spirits manipulating me through my mind, which also makes sense to me as there seems to an esoteric element to what has been happening to me.

I'm not sure whether it's the people themselves treating me this way, or if there is in fact some kind of spirit(s) jumping from body to body, controlling people around me.
The latter would make sense because of that "cough" thing that so many of them do and the way that they regurgitate information- its like a hivemind, once one knows it they all know it.

They get angry when I start "yelling" my thoughts in within my head, one of them always says something relating directly to it, it agitates them.


The way you explained it makes me think of that movie "Dark City".


I just want it to stop.

It feels like I can't trust anyone anymore.

I tried to sever ties with my ex (I thought that maybe this would lessen the intensity of the attacks and get "her"/her "personality/spirit" to stop following me through life). I told her to get rid of everything that had to do with me like belongings, pictures etc and later when I tried to finalize it she told me how sad it made her and how she wanted to keep some of the things because they made her happy.
I was conflicted(to say the least), because of course I felt that such a request might sadden her, though at the same time there was a nagging thought(s) of "is she even real though? is it possible to hurt her feelings? is any of this real?".


What kind of life is this, is it really worth living? It seems like their goal, or at least one of their goals, is to get me to kill myself.

Your thoughts disturb them. They want to break you in order to put you on medication...that will lower the volume of your thoughts...and they will be less disturbed

 

[tb101]

yes we got fb group n chat for thought broadcasters like us, we use tb cuz it is most known medical term... we trying to find more online and to help each other out, holla

How can I access this chat group?

 

[linus]

Have you really considered you have serious mental health issues?

 

[Theresistance]

No becuse thought broadcasting is vey real.

 

[linus]

And you can explain to anyone (since you want to lash out to the world) that a very complicated “system” works even without evidence instead of at least trying to see what other simpler explanations could be?

 

[thisisnotmylife]

I can relate to all of this.

ive just had a very severe breakdown and ruined my life, job, driving and house all gone and now im completely dependant on a friend. I had it all and blew it.In the past ive had 3 psychotic breaks but ive never been suicidal before. not really anyway. I was mentally healthy for 6 years and even became a mental health support worker- a job I loved and on the verge of losing coz ive been off sick too long and still very ill.

I sometimes think that it is a program that is running. Like a self destruct program thats built into us. I thought someone was out to kill me on 2 of my episodes but it turns out the deeper I get I think its all just a trick because it wants us to do it ourselves. do not give in. this is only theory and cannot be proved of course


I couldn't possibly explain the coincidences and innate feelings I have about these experiences but even my straighthead older sister told me last week "you know its nothing to do with this planet dont you?" that there is an alien connection. something ive been down the rabbit hole with myself for years. I feel like this has been all a set up, this is not my life. it has been hijacked because i let the intrusive thoughts in. Either way, Id rather be in a normal world with none of this happening.

 

[Theresistance]

No I really have no intention to lash out at the world via the internet. I’m sure you remember that I am a self proclaimed broadcaster so what I would personally do if I had such a desire would be broadcasting stuff that lashed out at my nearby world (audible range). now I apologize I thought you were asking if I recently considered that possibility.It had been considered 2 years ago and the evidence doesn’t support that possibility in regards to broadcasting. And yes I have a multitude of evidence which oddly enough never seems to suffice for the people asking for it. And I find that the fact that I’m broadcasting in the face of the evidence that I’ve received is much more simple than me having serious mental health issues. Maybe not everything that comes with broadcasting but comparatively and subjectively speaking one is more simple to me than the other.

 

[linus]

Then why would Mental health forum be a place to tag along for this?

 

[ht46]

I hear my neighbours saying insulting things about me and suspect they can read my thoughts I sense this if I'm about think something I sense they are going to react by slamming a door or . something constantly so I pause and wait and don't think then a door or something will slam then I continue it's a sense it's happening as I write this. I've never heard of the word "thought broad casting" but I can relate I suspect if I think certain things people are poising my food or drink so I spit it out. I also think if I use a certain finger on the key board or my phone at a certain time people are reading my mind and cursing me. I read an article once when these thoughts started getting more intense and some advise I can give is which might not help but helps for me is in these situations of feeling peolpe are reading your mind or anything is that it's not over until you say, your are in control take the breath of a moment to to withdraw
when it feels your being manipulated and let pass dont engage.

 

[Theresistance]

Because by definition it is a mental health issue and many mental health issues such as intrusive thoughts run parallel to “thought” broadcasting.

 

[linus]

There is no such thing by definition, at most you define it by yourself as being part of the symptoms you experience, which I am aware that it affects you dearly.
My impression is that you can no longer think in an abstract way or have a critical thinking on this subject and I am not saying this to judge you, but to try to make you think about it.
Since you are talking about "evidence", for sure things happen around you and you observe them, but the problem is they suddenly have significance when they shouldn't, this is actually a core symptom in psychosis/schizophrenia
And continuing on the subject of "evidence", as you know there is always an accuser that claims something, there is someone else that defends themselves and there is a judge who has to listen to both parties and determine what is the balance of the shown evidences. In this case you are the accuser, some other people are defending themselves by saying they don't observe what you claim and you also try to be the judge of all this. Can you see the conflict of interest in finding the truth? Try to think about such a story as somebody else would claim and you would have to be the judge of it.

 

[Baztion]

dont listen to linus, hes just trying to put you back to sleep. infact, linus is probably psychic, like the majority of society is, and wants to keep it hidden, working his damnest to suppress any revelation that might come about in these forums. hes a shill, ignore him.

 

[linus]

Yeap, thank you for mocking me while I take care of my son who could get diagnosed with schizophrenia and you can't even imagine what it's like to be a carer.
What you seem to lack in executive functions of the brain you certainly compensate in a certain arrogance by thinking you own the truth and the others are either stupid or part of a conspiracy (yeap, actually my son thinks the same, although not with the "though broadcast" feature).
So you also ran some evaluation about "society" (my son also uses this word that can mean anything) and you discovered that the majority have weird abilities. Although you think there is some logic (like the logic of a scenario in a movie) there is no reasoning anymore in your "constructions". So I would have imagined that writing on a forum would eventually trigger new ideas, things that could be really helpful for everybody (you know that people have evolved in time by actually challenging each other rather than finding others that could just confirm whatever they were believing in).
What is actually very annoying about this is that you also want to bring others in your imaginary world (yes people would come on such a forum to find solutions, peace, solutions to cope with their issues and these kind of things are just getting them more entangled, it becomes a thing without being a thing, but we all need to belong to a group)

 

[Theresistance]

What is with this incessant need to diagnosis people? Thank you for allowing us to see where some of this resentment is coming from, I can clearly see now that a good portion of it is secondhand. Have you even thought for a moment that thought broadcasting might be real? If it is then the broadcaster would likely have sought out answers like many here have done therefore already hearing the opposing viewpoint. I have found many new ideas and in fact this forum is what gave a name to the daily symptoms I was experiencing as well new ideas such as synchronicity. Stop assuming stuff about people and diagnosing them simply because you can’t see a viewpoint. Don’t push that close mindedness onto me because ignorance is demonic.

 

[linus]

I am open to anything, I wouldn’t dismiss theories, however I am certainly looking at all of them with critical thinking, if you think using big words it’s some kind of evidence, I guess you are indeed stuck in your world. Synchronicity is not new, it was introduced by Carl Jung (you can look it up on wikipedia for example) and the context is patological. I have no need to diagnose you, eventually I feel sorry for you that you waste yourself on this, I am educating myself actually so I can be a better carer, the diagnosis part is done by the pmed. Having someone close that lives in a imaginary world while coexisting with me it’s damn painful.
Your unconscious “refuses” to live in the reality, it’s not something clewr you can do to make it go away (Adler has a few points about this)