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People reading my mind | Thought broadcasting | Targeted individual | Inception | Truman Show

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therealtruman

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mentalhealthforum.net/forum/thread179743.html let me know if you can relate
 
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mentalwierdo28

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These type of things have been happening to me for 11 years now. At first it was real bad but now I think there is some key. some way OUT. what do you think?
 
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These type of things have been happening to me for 11 years now. At first it was real bad but now I think there is some key. some way OUT. what do you think?
A way out? The only way out is not thinking about it. Because, even though you ignore it, you know deep inside that it's still happening. I just pretend nothing's wrong, but I can't stop it and I wish I could. But I'm interested... what's the key you're talking about?
 
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handakaandrew

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Is anyone also experiencing this?
 
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A12345

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Could you tell me details about your story?
And how do they broadcast thoughts?
 
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Kobikobi1993

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Has anyone recovered from Truman's syndrome?
 
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OddyUmi

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Spiritual warfare, so get ready for a spiritual battle for the souls that's been going on for a while. GL GB BS!

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Ephesians 6:12-13
Mark 4:1-25
Joshua 24:14-15
 
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OddyUmi

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What has been going on with the clairaudience/telepathic/thought broadcasting life in general idk?
 
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People reading my mind | Thought broadcasting | Targeted individual | Inception | Truman Show

For the last few years it feels as though I've been in a "truman show" of sorts,

or in some kind of simulation where I'm {the focus/targeted} by the other {people/"users"} within a close vicinity of me- or by the "program" itself,

or in some kind of ocean of consciousness where everyones thoughts and actions bleed together in such a way that even our thoughts affect eachother more deeply than the overwhelming majority of people may realize.

It's like everyone around me can read my mind, no matter how logically I try to convince myself that it is all a delusion. The signs are far too telling.

I'm questioning reality constantly, constantly wondering if I can trust anyone, constantly wondering if anyone is real, I know these all have far reaching implications. I'm constantly stressed.
People always told me I was a "people person" and a "good man", though now I don't know what to do anymore, it's like I can't be around people very long or I just start to get so stressed.

It's like something is playing a game with me.

People respond to my thoughts instantly.
People around me visually react(it's not me making an assumption of whether they could "hear" me or not)- they physically contort themselves{their faces, their actions, what they say} in ways that would affirm that they are indeed aware that they can pick up on my thoughts as I think them.
I've tried various types of thoughts to get a reaction out of the people around me and the people react accordingly.

People around me are constantly doing this "cough" (anyone who has experienced this knows exactly what I'm referring to").

People around me are also constantly trying to play on any insecurities that I have. Sometimes they get very close to me and say these things under their breath as they walk by. It's clearly audible, I watch them say it- this is not some imagined telepathic attack or something.
They are constantly attacking my character/me.

The way they say things under their breath, it's so insidious.

Sometimes they say positive things- this usually happens when I'm trying really hard to stay positive and compassionate- though even then, they don't say it directly.

Also.
I notice that when I'm able to stay positive it makes them angry and they switch tactics(find another insecurity to talk about or take some other action to try to get a rise out of me).

They respond to my thoughts instantly.
Especially they "They can't read my thoughts" thought, like today I thought this at a person at work and they literally turned right around and looked me right in my eyes and started saying something in reference to something I've been thinking about often. It was like he was a robot.



The best way that I can put this is,

It's like that movie inception when they're in the main characters subconscious and all of the people are looking at them and stuff.
It feels like I'm in my subconscious or I'm in a simulation or idk.



It is as if everyone around me can read my thoughts, or that my thoughts are so "loud" that they force themselves into the {consciousness/mental space} of others- I think the "truth" of this particular matter would probably be a mixture of both of the aforementioned and several other factors unknown to me. I'm not sure though.


People around me mention things well within earshot or oftentimes directly to me, that pertain to things I've told noone and that are so incredibly specific to my life experience that it is difficult for me to be believe that "random" people around me are constantly speaking on things so {specific/niche} to my experience and that I just so happen to continuously be within earshot or in direct conversation with them talking about "random things".

People speak on things that are Incredibly specific to my life experiences of the past and even as they happen on a play-by-play kind of basis.

It is like a sort of double speech, that everyone around me is utilizing.

People around me are constantly speaking on different subjects/things, though all of these {subjects/things} are like a thin veil over what they're actually speaking about which is their {immediate surroundings/me}.
When I'm talking about "people", I'm speaking on literally everyone around me in my day to day life, from family to past friends to past relations to "random" people on the street etcetera.

It's as though some kind of portal or gateway or some thing opened up within me a few years ago and this "phenomena" is gaining more "depth" with each passing day, month, year.
It's like I somehow ended up in a different reality or something heavily altered my orginal one.

I know this may be hard for many people to grasp, or to even entertain as a hypothetical notion, so I do not bother trying to discuss this with anyone outside of the internet. Though I think that there may be more people who have noticed this "phenomena" at times or who experience to constantly themselves and don't know what to make of it and just stay completely silent about it.

Also.
I've read briefly about what some spiritual seekers/guru types of people call "the illusion of separation", which basically describes how everyone and everything is connected at a "primal" level and all of the {division/separation} between {forms/individual consciousness-minds} are the result of the "individualistic" posturing of the human ego

maybe this experience pertains to that somehow?

I've also read about other theories like one that says what we perceive as reality is a computer simulation of sorts, this also makes sense to me- though I'm undecided as to what this is that I'm experiencing.



Given how constant this "phenomena" is, 24/7, I think I'm coping with it rather well, though I'm not sure how anyone could live with this sort of perception for a long period of time without commiting suicide or forming a substance abuse problem or withdrawing from "society" almost completely.


I don't know if this is some kind of test, I can't really trust anything anyone says anymore. This makes just living difficult. Just waking up knowing that I'm going to have to deal with this 24/7, 365, is a bit much sometimes yknow.

They'll probably harass me even more in public and at work now that I've made this post about it.

I'm trying to stay positive. This has been going on for so long and it just keeps getting worse.


What am I supposed to do.
I have experienced this before especially the cough. People seem to get so angry as well as though I'm activating a bad force. I've had people tell me it will cause me to get taken away or my brother says he reckons I'm closer to death. I've had people answer put loud to things I'm thinking or pity me and say oh she hasn't figured it out yet.. or like tell me off that I'm bringing things closer like I'm about to reveal something that shouldn't be . I swear once I heard someone say in my head before I went to sleep I had to be reprogrammed. This lead to a drug induced pyschosis that lead to be being kept for 8 days in a pysch ward it was the worst since getting off drugs it has calmed down but I want to understand it I want to know what is going on I have always thought that there is a connection with dogs and they can tune in coz they have gone crazy barking whenever I find I get close into the frequency and it's like they are trying to get attention or that they want to be spoken to.... That being said I know how crazy that last part sounds but I had my brother's dog basically sending me crazy one night as I'm writing this the internet is lagging like I'm being followed with what I'm writing and it's creeping me out. The cough part really really made sense to me and I don't know why they do it. My phone keeps vibrating as I'm typing too.ill add more to this post later but I want you to know your not alone something else is out there I dunno of its like a good vs bad but something is happening to me or has happened to me and I think one day it nearly got me killed and that's why I ended up in hospital coz I was so scared the government was gonna cover up my killing and make it look like something else I called the police to they couldn't go we it up. I just rote so much more but the internet keeps lagging something is going on. I'd like to hear from you I wanna know what's going on I feel like the law of attraction is involved... This is the third time my writing has been deleted so I'm gonna stop now but I believe we can harness power and manipulate stuff but I just don't know how to but I'm gonna stop typing it keeps getting deleted and I'm getting angry so yeah thanks for Reading please reply
 
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I also feel people reading my mind & try to stop me to work by repeating what I think instantly. This thing keeps me away from being too religious which is a good sign I think so.
 
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Thought broadcasting and syncronicity is extremely real in my mind and is extremely unsettling, if a normal person were given a instant insight they would be crying like babies. I did, on the first night I realised what this world was.

I rather give up on calling it a delusion at times. I no longer regard psychiatry or medication as help but rather checking a box that they care. That is how it can feel.

In short Thought Broadcasting and Synchronicity is real mechanic. I think denying it, makes things worse and halts progression or seeing the light at the end of the tunnel.
Almost sadly contradictory is the people that want you to get better are too lazy to look into your experiences and fathom them. Victims of thought broadcasting can be too lazy in getting their point across too, or rather there is fear of being judged so progress is very poor from both sides - the victim and the helper.

The original poster of this thread stated that he was once regarded as 'nice man' or 'a peoples person'. So was I before my psychosis. The reason you was 'nice' and a 'peoples person' was that you didn't mind accepting the notion of a 'transparent mind' and was happy to be kind to others in your own head.

But if you look at this concept, it is freaky and life crushing. Your mind somehow gets understood by the world around you. We used to intimately connect in a highly substantiating way with the world before our thought broadcasting awareness. Our mind moved along with the world and any hiccups in this mind/world relationship was a mere learning curve to get back on track to ignorant bliss.

The Mechanics Synchronicity and Thought Broadcasting (my ideas)

Key:
External subjects - people, cars, noises that correlate or reflect your mind.

There are mechanics I think for thought broadcasting to work. Synchronicity is really, really weird. I can very much now see how the OP felt like he was in the Truman show. I will say this, you are not wrong because I see it and so do others.
Whatever your mind is heavily focusing on, the world seems to present to you a relatable thing in relation to your concentrated thoughts. I say what came first? The external subjects or your mental subjects, was you thinking a subject because that said subject was coming your way? Or was the external subject coming your way because you thought about it and you set in motion your meetup with the external subject.
Or a third option, you both came together at the same time, making you and I think whether there is a real thing called destiny, where we all have no choices and things come together no matter what our desires are.

A healthy fourth option is a humble perspective, a rather Buddhist like notion and that is things are attracted to like minded things. So in this fourth notion there is a choice for your mind and external objects to make the choice whether to engage with one another, does the mind think about an arising external subject or do something else, thus missing the real life coincidence. Does the external subject run to your locality or stay put?
The fourth option is more healthy it just means that our mind plays a part in the song of dance in the external world just as much as your body does but there is choice in what synchronicity events occur, thus your coincidences can be different or more fitting.
It is a bit like tailoring your synchronicity coincidences to be more understanding to your neurological make up.

Main Point Regarding Mechanics of Thought Broadcasting - How Your Mind Gets Externalised (IMO)

Very early on, as in, within the first second of witnessing and feeling thought broadcasting I thought how was that working. I thought quick on this one and quickly concluded that thought broadcasting is simply body language x1000. Your body movements, eye movements etc. connect intimately to your brain, so whatever you think and feel will echo to your movements. If you are thinking scary thoughts, your posture will look frozen. This is fairly obvious to normal people but normal people unlike us thought broadcasters don't publicly state that even tiny nuances/changes in our minds (brains) are expressed through our bodies too.
Every living creature learns the language of other creatures through their body expressions, they can relate to it. Every second of the day is spent learning these body expressions in relation to theirs. After all, we all have the same basic living instruments, a brain, perceptive organs of the external environment.
It is not complex at all what is going, just loads and loads of tiny changes being understood fully by our brains, as much as I can see what is going on at a subtle level so is the same for others looking at me.

Where I sort of stop believing in Thought broadcasting

Regarding the thought experiments where it can be proven that you aren't knowing the persons mind content. I can't really know what number between 1-10 you are thinking.
I do feel like in these experiments that the number thinker reserves broadcasting of expression to look more unreadable but still the probability you would guess the right number every time is very low.

So this is the gripe I have, the experiments prove that we don't read the content of others brains. But on some level others pick up on my emotions and I get scared that they are tallying their perception of me with the content in my mind. Maybe people are just humbly trying to weigh me up like I weigh them up.

My Current Conclusion

I think Thought Broadcasting is body language x1000, I think the level of nuances and subtleties involved with our mind and how our actions look to others is immense just because the intuitional abilities of other humans may actually be rather great but not accurate, so they could get close to how your mind state is but clueless to the content of your thoughts.
I think my healing lays in knowing the boundary of what others know accurately of me and what they don't know when we are in a room together regarding my mind.

I think the recovery is slow, but I think it involves some level of acceptance in order to move on and get back in the giant flow of the world, where it feels all revealed and understood once again, on every level.

The synchronicity part is genuine though, I see coincidences in the street that relate to my mind and I'm like 'My mind brought you here'. It really does feel that insane. I don't call it a delusion because a little part of me dies when I say that, so I feel there is some truth to my outlandish claims, denying it feels like loosing a piece of the puzzle. I think life is extremely more elaborate than common knowledge. The universe doesn't care about your feelings in regards to the nature of mechanics nor does it care what you think.

I feel like throwing my brain like a rag doll at life, going through what is occurring. Yes the news anchor shouldn't be reacting to my directed insults, but if he was on some amazing level, then I guess i'm boned and I really, really do not want to have to care what I think when around a person talking on my TV, that alone is unacceptable to me. I feel like I have right to insult as much as I want and the news anchor should just carry on like he felt nothing.
Before my psychosis those ideas never occurred to me. My thought broadcasting occurred with directed mind attacks. I just wonder if intention plays a massive part in thought broadcasting.
Mind and intention is probably the language animals speak with when they aren't making noises, it is how they orchestrate movements together or make elaborate choices, through holistic felt feelings and acting on it, it builds up psyche rapport to the animals in the group where their telepathy begins closer and closer to the origination of thought in the brain, allowing for instantons agreements whilst the human observer hears nothing.
It is all in the details and subtleties regarding the animal group's telepathy. Just use your imagination, you can see how tiny changes add up to a picture.
The smallest of smallest movements means the biggest things if it means a lot to you and your situation.
Ever seen those giant starling bird flock formations and movements on youtube?
They never touch each other, even with that speed and sudden change in direction. As a highly voted youtube comment said in the comments:
"Stunning! And not a single bird bumps into another. This just shows us what group cooperation and One-mindedness can do."

One-mindedness. Yeah. It is all fun and games until the intrusive thoughts kick in. Nonetheless, the starling bird flocks are strategically impressive.

I think there is a world to the mind and world connection, definitely. Just don't wait for culture to get to your standard of awareness.

Embrace the negative and positive parts of your experiences. I just find at time that squirming around the idea of thought broadcasting delays the physical occurrence of it in your life.

I have a phobia, fear and some irrationalities to get through. Sometimes I just accept i'm f**ked. Hopefully one day I can make a post saying I'm over thought broadcasting. But I don't think I ever will since the synchronicity (coincidental events) were real, visible with my eyes and totally related in time and place to my mind. And my mind feeling felt by others at a tiny nuanced level all day and night.
I don't like to think my cure is giving into a transparent mind but rather that my mind will make the world work for me again. I will be the driver of everything since at the moment, everything is in my head and 'see' and 'feel' it. I might as well get to work at making synchronicity work in full fluidity with my mind. With a little bit of acceptance and seeing how much power my brain has.
 
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