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People reading my mind | Thought broadcasting | Targeted individual | Inception | Truman Show

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I am sorry, I think things got out of control on my side, I am a bit too emotional these days + tapering off a SSRI. This forum means a lot to me since somehow it got me through the worst of time with my son’s full blown psychosis and I feel the need to help if possible and it seems at least here I am not doing a good job at all, because in the end it’s all about results. It pains me that it seems from reading all these posts it’s like somebody wants a preacher and to “start” working om this... sorry if I offended you, I only imagine that sometime one needs to be shown how someone else see them.
 
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Thank you so much I understand now where you’re coming from. And no the part about synchronicity was meant to taken at face value but thank you for the assumption becuse I understand more now about your viewpoint. I hope that in talking about other peoples mind and unconscious it helps you somehow in your career. Maybe one day you’ll meet an actual broadcaster and that way you can diagnosis and study them all you want simply by hearing their thoughts. I do appreciate your perspectives but I prefer to get my diagnoses and evaluations of my mind from medical professionals. So while greatly appreciated for objectivity purposes I simply do not value them in the same regard as a psychiatrist or medical doctor.
 
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I understand the piece about how others see you and it’s something I actually enjoy doing but I know that I have limited control over, except I have more control in this medium. I try to be objective when looking at myself from the outside and it turns out most of my assumptions are correct. But I see now I need some work in how I phrase my questions so as to eliminate confirmation bias and thank you for helping me see that.
 
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I am not sure I understand the things about “career”, I only said that I am interested as a “carer” for my son, I know that I am in for the long term to take care of my son and I am really kin to learn more from people experiencing similar ME issues.
 
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I am open to anything, I wouldn’t dismiss theories, however I am certainly looking at all of them with critical thinking, if you think using big words it’s some kind of evidence, I guess you are indeed stuck in your world. Synchronicity is not new, it was introduced by Carl Jung (you can look it up on wikipedia for example) and the context is patological. I have no need to diagnose you, eventually I feel sorry for you that you waste yourself on this, I am educating myself actually so I can be a better carer, the diagnosis part is done by the pmed. Having someone close that lives in a imaginary world while coexisting with me it’s damn painful.
Your unconscious “refuses” to live in the reality, it’s not something clewr you can do to make it go away (Adler has a few points about this)
Hey there,I am a real thought broadcaster-it is undeniable at this point.People literally repeat my thoughts word for word as I walk by them.I’ve had neighbors yell out my thoughts.It is definitely real, do you have any advice for me?Do you think Neuroscientists would be interested in my condition?
 
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Sure they would if you can show something like that even as a small experiment. Can you give some examples of some kind of thoughts that others are “repeating”?
 
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Do you know the fake shows when some kind of preacher would claim they can talk to dead people? They manage to make a “connection” to the person next to them by discussing general things that apply to most of people (we all loose someone close eventually, we all have a common way to remember them, etc) and it’s hard to trust something like that.
 
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to be quite honest with you I’m not entirely sold on gangstalking being real. I’m open to the idea but I have yet to do any more research on the topic recently. I understand that I am a thought broadcaster but I don’t find it realistic that the government would allocate resources to stalk certain individuals especially when there is a large amount of people claiming they’re being stalked.
 
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Also.

They all keep talking about "killing", like "I almost killed you" or "sorry for killing you"


Why is this happening.

I'm trying to just get it all out now, because I know if I keep posting about it it'll just get worse- I don't think that it can get much worse though.
They go after your fears. I believe you are a real thought broadcaster, just like me. They need to break you in order to make you take antipsychotics. This will tone down your broadcasting. They cannot block your thoughts and is disturbing for them but the medication will reduce the interference. What we should all be focusing about is to make people admit that thought broadcasting exists and in understanding the reason why it is being kept hidden
 
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Hey there,I am a real thought broadcaster-it is undeniable at this point.People literally repeat my thoughts word for word as I walk by them.I’ve had neighbors yell out my thoughts.It is definitely real, do you have any advice for me?Do you think Neuroscientists would be interested in my condition?
If what i think is correct, neuroscientist know everything there is to know about thought broadcasters. They simply will not admit they know it
 
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So, “people” want to make you take meds and now you want to make them admit something. This feels like an emotional response. You feel like you’d be better left alone?
 
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I have no doubts that i have tb. I also know people don't admit it. Call it whatever you want....to be a tb is something i cannot blame anyone...is a birth defect, like being blind. What really disgust me is the constant lie about it. I feel it is like some people behave with people that have a terminal illness. They think it is better for them to don't know the truth, but this ethically so wrong. I have a pretty normal life on the outside but i spend my days pretending i am stupid and i don't see what is happening around me. I finally managed to be stable without meds. I am out of meds for more than 3 years. It doesn't mean i stopped believng in tb. It just means i can cope with the disgusting reality. By the way, i am not stuck with tb. I am a tb...i don't have other problems. I don't have hallucinations of any kind.
 
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On the other side or the “fence” there are people like me terrified on the fact that their loved ones “loose their minds”. When my son went into his psychosis episode he was (maybe still is) terrified with some theories about widespread mindcontrol, that he will get killed because he is no good to the society and so on, so I panicked I went to discuss with psychatrists (multiple ones) and one of them told me frankly something like: so what? He will be ok in the end he can live “normally” even with such beliefs, I have a 40-years old patient who thinks that there are aliens on the orbit and they could beam him into nothingness instantly anytime, but he has a family and is doing ok. I left there being mad at the doctor and didn’t come back (I was supposed to get some help for my anxiety), but now when I look back I guess he was right, the only thing we can do is to keep caring no matter our loved ones are passing through and hope for the better.
 
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On the other side or the “fence” there are people like me terrified on the fact that their loved ones “loose their minds”. When my son went into his psychosis episode he was (maybe still is) terrified with some theories about widespread mindcontrol, that he will get killed because he is no good to the society and so on, so I panicked I went to discuss with psychatrists (multiple ones) and one of them told me frankly something like: so what? He will be ok in the end he can live “normally” even with such beliefs, I have a 40-years old patient who thinks that there are aliens on the orbit and they could beam him into nothingness instantly anytime, but he has a family and is doing ok. I left there being mad at the doctor and didn’t come back (I was supposed to get some help for my anxiety), but now when I look back I guess he was right, the only thing we can do is to keep caring no matter our loved ones are passing through and hope for the better.
We have to try to make a normal life despite everything we believe. The problem is the suffering it involves. Some doctors want so bad to erradicate completely the belief that they overmedicate the patient...to the point he is no longer a functional member of society. I never stopped believing but i took my meds because they helped stabilize me. I finally reached the point where i can function without them but took me 20 years of trying to arrive here. Nevertheless i do believe that i am a tb and that it is not a delusion.
 
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People reading my mind | Thought broadcasting | Targeted individual | Inception | Truman Show

For the last few years it feels as though I've been in a "truman show" of sorts,

or in some kind of simulation where I'm {the focus/targeted} by the other {people/"users"} within a close vicinity of me- or by the "program" itself,

or in some kind of ocean of consciousness where everyones thoughts and actions bleed together in such a way that even our thoughts affect eachother more deeply than the overwhelming majority of people may realize.

It's like everyone around me can read my mind, no matter how logically I try to convince myself that it is all a delusion. The signs are far too telling.

I'm questioning reality constantly, constantly wondering if I can trust anyone, constantly wondering if anyone is real, I know these all have far reaching implications. I'm constantly stressed.
People always told me I was a "people person" and a "good man", though now I don't know what to do anymore, it's like I can't be around people very long or I just start to get so stressed.

It's like something is playing a game with me.

People respond to my thoughts instantly.
People around me visually react(it's not me making an assumption of whether they could "hear" me or not)- they physically contort themselves{their faces, their actions, what they say} in ways that would affirm that they are indeed aware that they can pick up on my thoughts as I think them.
I've tried various types of thoughts to get a reaction out of the people around me and the people react accordingly.

People around me are constantly doing this "cough" (anyone who has experienced this knows exactly what I'm referring to").

People around me are also constantly trying to play on any insecurities that I have. Sometimes they get very close to me and say these things under their breath as they walk by. It's clearly audible, I watch them say it- this is not some imagined telepathic attack or something.
They are constantly attacking my character/me.

The way they say things under their breath, it's so insidious.

Sometimes they say positive things- this usually happens when I'm trying really hard to stay positive and compassionate- though even then, they don't say it directly.

Also.
I notice that when I'm able to stay positive it makes them angry and they switch tactics(find another insecurity to talk about or take some other action to try to get a rise out of me).

They respond to my thoughts instantly.
Especially they "They can't read my thoughts" thought, like today I thought this at a person at work and they literally turned right around and looked me right in my eyes and started saying something in reference to something I've been thinking about often. It was like he was a robot.



The best way that I can put this is,

It's like that movie inception when they're in the main characters subconscious and all of the people are looking at them and stuff.
It feels like I'm in my subconscious or I'm in a simulation or idk.



It is as if everyone around me can read my thoughts, or that my thoughts are so "loud" that they force themselves into the {consciousness/mental space} of others- I think the "truth" of this particular matter would probably be a mixture of both of the aforementioned and several other factors unknown to me. I'm not sure though.


People around me mention things well within earshot or oftentimes directly to me, that pertain to things I've told noone and that are so incredibly specific to my life experience that it is difficult for me to be believe that "random" people around me are constantly speaking on things so {specific/niche} to my experience and that I just so happen to continuously be within earshot or in direct conversation with them talking about "random things".

People speak on things that are Incredibly specific to my life experiences of the past and even as they happen on a play-by-play kind of basis.

It is like a sort of double speech, that everyone around me is utilizing.

People around me are constantly speaking on different subjects/things, though all of these {subjects/things} are like a thin veil over what they're actually speaking about which is their {immediate surroundings/me}.
When I'm talking about "people", I'm speaking on literally everyone around me in my day to day life, from family to past friends to past relations to "random" people on the street etcetera.

It's as though some kind of portal or gateway or some thing opened up within me a few years ago and this "phenomena" is gaining more "depth" with each passing day, month, year.
It's like I somehow ended up in a different reality or something heavily altered my orginal one.

I know this may be hard for many people to grasp, or to even entertain as a hypothetical notion, so I do not bother trying to discuss this with anyone outside of the internet. Though I think that there may be more people who have noticed this "phenomena" at times or who experience to constantly themselves and don't know what to make of it and just stay completely silent about it.

Also.
I've read briefly about what some spiritual seekers/guru types of people call "the illusion of separation", which basically describes how everyone and everything is connected at a "primal" level and all of the {division/separation} between {forms/individual consciousness-minds} are the result of the "individualistic" posturing of the human ego

maybe this experience pertains to that somehow?

I've also read about other theories like one that says what we perceive as reality is a computer simulation of sorts, this also makes sense to me- though I'm undecided as to what this is that I'm experiencing.



Given how constant this "phenomena" is, 24/7, I think I'm coping with it rather well, though I'm not sure how anyone could live with this sort of perception for a long period of time without commiting suicide or forming a substance abuse problem or withdrawing from "society" almost completely.


I don't know if this is some kind of test, I can't really trust anything anyone says anymore. This makes just living difficult. Just waking up knowing that I'm going to have to deal with this 24/7, 365, is a bit much sometimes yknow.

They'll probably harass me even more in public and at work now that I've made this post about it.

I'm trying to stay positive. This has been going on for so long and it just keeps getting worse.


What am I supposed to do.
I can completely relate it's like u read my mind
 
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