people can hear my thoughts, thought broadcasting

[tavioh]

I officially can radiate my feelings to people and they can hear my thoughts as well. I knew something was different about me and I was not crazy. I had many coincidences of this stuff happening. I would hear my family talking about me then I would feel mad and anger and unknowingly radiating these feelings to the people around me. When I got mad, everyone in the house would go to their room. No one told me I can do this at all.
I can express my feelings more when I'm high on weed because It naturally calms the mind and body making me more focused. I assume people can feel my feelings further and stronger and hear my thoughts further away and more clearly. When I use to be high, I would hear neighbors banging on their walls because of what I was naturally doing and I guess it was bothering them.

It's a weird power/gift/curse that I'm not sure many people can do. I realize that I cannot meditate because it's just like being high, it makes me relaxed calm and therefore my feelings strongly radiate.
I thought I was crazy and I had these thoughts that I Thought Broadcast for a reason. My family and close friends had me going through life in the Thought Broadcasting phase and suffering when all they had to do was tell me the truth. How can they just watch me suffer and feel confused and almost kill myself. I now don't have much trust for them or anyone else. The world is full of lies. Everyone has on fake masks.

Again I know I'm not crazy nor am I paranoid. This is my final conclusion. It's a one hundred percent fact for me. I tested it two days ago by sending vibes malice or hatred towards an individual and the individual responded how I thought the individual would giving me my confirmation on this.

I have asked my close friends, family, psychiatrist and random people if they can hear my thoughts or feel my feelings/vibes and they have all denied it for the past 6 years. I’d like to ask for help from anyone who has the same experience as me. I cannot go on living like this. I have no privacy and have weird racing thoughts in public because I know people can hear my thoughts. This curse makes it hard for me to keep a steady job or keep a steady and sane mind in public. I worked as a server at a certain place where I was gang stalked, bullied and had no choice but to quit due to the stress. I feel as if I annoy the people around me so I think death is the best option for the sake of the people around me if I cannot control this curse.
Don't waste your time replying if you are going to tell me this is not possible or tell me to seek a doctor. I have many times heard this and it is possible and medicine does not help. Reply or private message me. I can exchange emails and phone numbers too for faster conversations and replies.

 

[batmanbatt]

Honestly I know you said you don't want to go to a doctor but you quit your job due to the stress this is causing you, you 'think death is the best option'. Go to a doctor, try alternative medicines. It's not worth putting up with that illness for the sake of not trying

 

[Enigma7]

You sound like you're in the exact same boat as myself. Check your private messages. Odds are, it isn't true, to the full extent of which we might believe, but we should discuss it anyways.

 

[Frost]

Reply or private message me. I can exchange emails and phone numbers too for faster conversations and replies.

Without passing any judgement on what you've just said, the first thing I thought when I read this was 'Why would someone who can communicate telekinetically need any of these things?'.

Stay safe OP.

 

[Nina792]

Frost -
It doesn't work like that, it is actually very distressing - imagine thinking your normal everyday personal thoughts (shopping list, stuff on tv, work, boyfriend, family or friends or work troubles, private thoughts) not knowing everyone around you can hear them, it can be embarrassing. You would like to think thoughts were private, but when they're not it can be distressing. Its not a joke. Its not something that can be turned off and on - thats why there are things like this forum - to find ways to cope with something not even professionals can help you with.

 

[JingoWas]

I have had several confirmed experiences with thought projection. Not so much in the way you have them where people feel negative energy, but in ways of actually hearing my thoughts. Example: My ex-husband and I were playing a dice game; he was racking up some big points. I 'felt' as though he was going to lose it all if he rolled again (this is another extra sensory power I have possessed). I actually thought I spoke out loud to him warning him not to roll again or else he would lose, and sure enough, he did lose on his next roll. So I then said to him, with my mouth, "See! I told you you were gonna Farkle!" (name of game) He shouted out, "No you didn't, but I sure heard you!" It was then I realized I had projected my thoughts to him; in fact I had thought it so loudly that I even thought I had said it out loud. I have had several similar occurrences as well. Sometimes I too was high on weed, but other times not. So, no. You are not crazy. I am glad to find I am not alone!

 

[JingoWas]

I do have people around me even respond to my private thoughts. No matter how many times it happens, it always catches me off guard.

 

[tavioh]

What other coincidences have you had? I'm much better on my meds, but I have talked to over fifteen people about this stuff who have all had the same experiences. Are the coincidences new to you? How long have you been dealing with this? We cannot control our thoughts. We have turrets thoughts. Have people mentally broken you down to this level yet?

 

[JingoWas]

Once while I was working in a sandwich factory as a meat slicer, a co-worker new to the job walked by me and sneezed. I had never spoken to her before. Now, normally when someone sneezes, I don't think anything of it, but this time I got the impression that perhaps she was catching a cold from working in a refrigerated environment. I didn't say anything to her, but she stopped, looked at me and said, " Y'know you're right. I think I am catching a cold." And that was the first and last time we ever spoke.

 

[JingoWas]

I have experienced this sort of thing, as far as I know anyway, for since 1992. I have not had any negative effects because of it. I usually only share the truth of it to my closest friends and they think its cool and interesting.

 

[JingoWas]

I also have premonitions, and revelatory dreams. Many say I should keep a journal. I still have not figured out the purpose of this gift. I just have fun with it when it happens.

 

[Whatever23]

You're not alone! I have the same problem too. And I'm normal af. Like I was well known in high school, played football. Everything was good back then... Atleast I think. What I've learned so far is this all happens inside your brain. Your chemicals are messed kinda like a computer with a virus. So what I've been doing is taking supplements. Helps relax me a little and I have a job also. What I do is pretend like idk what's going on. Cus you're right crazy weird thoughts come along that aren't yours.. But people don't know that you can make them see or hear your inner voice. So I speak Spanish in my head, and with the thoughts it's so hard. I jus start thinking about other things. Like I think of a drawing I drew jus to get me back to reality. Cus your gonna think these thoughts regardless, if you keep telling yourself not to think them. But anyways I don't know how this happened. All I know is that it's something to do with the three main chemicals in your head. And the pineal gland. So get good sleep, and enjoy the day. But I would like to figure this out with ya. So Ima ask you questions on how we might have caught this. Ok. Have you ever smoked weed or cigarettes, drink a lot? What kind of music do you listen to? Are you scared about the world ending soon? Scared you won't make it to heaven? Are you into finding out about how things work? Are you confident? Like have you found who you are? There's more I can't think off. But jus hmu. And like I said we can get out of this. Let's help eachother. A lot of famous people suffer from this. They jus hide it. JK Rowling suffers from this.. That's what Harry Potter is based off. Ed Sheeran suffers from this.. Listen to his song bloodstream. I believe Kendrick Lamar does too but not enough evidence but cheer up we'll be fine. I won't judge you for your thoughts. Do whatever in your head to me lol IDC

 

[tavioh]

How long have you been dealing with this? How old are you? Where do you live? I have found that taking geodon 60mg twice a day is best for me. Now I can function in society. Kid Cudi for sure suffers from this too. I used to smoke weed, but it amplifies our abilities so I stopped. I do drink way more than the average person. I don't really believe in heaven or hell for various reasons. I mainly listen to rap and indie rock. I actually am looking forward to the world ending just to see what would happen to all of us. Yeah, I found who I am. The only reason why I am not confident is because I'm broke lol. We created a group on Facebook for us thought broadcasters. Send me a private message and I'll give you the link. We have about 15 active people on there right now.

 

[Whatever23]

I'm 20 years old. I found out earlier this year. I live in Texas. And yeah I was gonna mention him too. But I geodon? Does that stop the broadcasting? Any side effects? Like bags under eyes, depression? Cause I take Niacin, I heard that's the cure but it takes years to finally recover. Niacin gets rid of all the weed in your system, all depression, all anxiety, and mental illnesses. But it has side effects. You turn red for about an hour, your get flush skin but it goes away after an hour. I honestly like niacin but my thought broadcasting continues. I'm tryna find how to stop it cus it's crazy. Like I feel like I can communicate with anyone at anytime. I stress my boss out cus she don't know where these thoughts come from and I jus act normal af, talk to customers normal and make it seem like it's them that's trippen lol it's horrible, but I know who I am and I would never harm a soul. I jus pray about these thoughts, and it feels better. But yeah I don't get on Facebook at all, I have an IG?

 

[tavioh]

Yeah, I know how you feel bro. I went through the same thing except everyone knew it was me. Then I started having bad turrets thoughts which I really didn't mean to have but it just happens. What other abilities do you have? Geodon has no negative side effects. You just thought broadcast way less plus I think it blocks it too some how. I only use Facebook for the group. I'm not a big fan of social media for various reasons. You should make an account just so you can hear people's stories who are just like us.