I hate this word. I hate seeing it, I hate hearing it, "have patience" or the usual "be patient". The amount of patience I've had to force myself into to get through the bullshit I've gone through in my life since I was a child. As an adult, I'm worn out by it. I just don't care for it some days because I've done it to death for so long. How much patience can one have? When are my blessings going to come? I'm not a bad person, I pretty much mind my business and stay out of trouble. I don't bother anyone. Why me? Why?